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im officially lost in my minds madness,
im falling apart in this abyssal blackness.

i wanna die,
why do i cry.

to live is to love,
to love is to hate,
i feel as if im late.

late for which not of daily errands,
but lost in a life of barrens.

ive felt heart break,
ive been numb,
but in the end all i do is act dumb.

i act dumb and oblivious to the pain of my life,
only for friendum will i make this sacrifice.

so hate me all,
or hate me not,
for most of us are nothing but of a mindless bot.

cutting myself now guilt, pain, agony, sadness, and numbness too much too handle!
for nothing can save me from this bleak spiteful darkness,
not even gods brightly lit candle.......

do you understand my sorrow yet?
why im lost and alone?
if you do then please let the way too salvation be shone.....

lost and alone i cry out within my minds maddness,
plagued forever by my lifes true sadness....