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mkayz im bored as hell and no one ever comments on here so now im a start rambvling about my screwed up life and all the crap ive been through

mkay lets see when i was 7 yrz old my father killed himself and now their is a blood stain in my shed and everytime i see it i break down and cry tearz of blood literally no joke and after he killed himself for three yearz i went in total denial cus my life suxed a** i came rele close to killingmyself but my friend bargedinto my room and stole the dagger i ended up getting stiches on my head but w/e ummm letf see after my depression sum wat ended i started getting on gaia and meeting friendz and stuff so my life was sum wat good for two years then i met this guy i thought was cute at first and as i got 1 know him i fell in love with him and i couldnt stop thinking about him nothign matter in my life n e more but him then we got in a RELE big figh and broke up my heart was smashed to peices then the next day him and my best friend started going out and it set all those peices on fire so now i have an ash hart ansd the ashes r slowly starting to blow away because of the new chick hes dating and i just rele miss him and he will never understand how much i miss him no one will ever get it well now that that part of my life ish over and itz been a few year my life just sux a** crying and wow im rambling a lot and i think that all i got for my life right now hmm i might add more to this as it happens...


MKAY SINCE THAT PROBIBLY MADE U ALL CRY IM ADD SUM FUNNY THINGZ TO THIS POST!!!!!

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blu112nike
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commentCommented on: Wed Apr 04, 2007 @ 05:11pm
HOLY s**t, IMMA CRY NOW!! emo soooo sad!! is that seriously true!! damn!! the only person that died of suicide for me is my best friend and her girlfriend, but that was it. the rest died of some sickness. like my brother, both my grandpas, mi grandma ((not rly a sickness. my dog killed her and yes my dog is still living happily in our house like nothin happened... lol)), mi uncle, mi aunt, and some more i can't think of right now. just trying to let u kno that ur not alone.. *hugglez*


commentCommented on: Wed Apr 04, 2007 @ 05:13pm
you need a hug o.o
* hugs *



iMattkthx
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-Shadow_Darkeness-
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commentCommented on: Wed Apr 04, 2007 @ 05:16pm
O.o i got hugged O.o ahhhhhhhhhhh ~dies~ jk ~Hugz back~ crying i hate my life and blu did ur dog seriosly kill ur grandma O.o thatz just messed up


commentCommented on: Wed Apr 04, 2007 @ 07:37pm
your next! *MJ thrust* lol xD okey okey thats sad uh huh yup...



... bye now



Nemo eats noobs
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Sakura Hellsing
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commentCommented on: Wed Apr 04, 2007 @ 09:24pm
omg lol, that tooth paste one was goood XDDD


commentCommented on: Thu Apr 05, 2007 @ 12:52am
*hugs you close to me*



Royallegacy
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