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... I just felt like letting my anger out... So I'm killing off my person RP character fav.

Disclaimer: I own nothing but the shirt on my best friends back and the shoes that i dont wear.


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" Good morning love." Miroku said softly into the ear of his wife, hugging her around the waist from behind, smelling the coffee she's just poured.
" Morning Miro-kun." Sango replied tiredly, putting her hands over his.
" How did you sleep?" He asked.
" Well, the dream hasn't stopped, still the same as this whole week." Said the girl, taking a sip of her coffee, which seemably woke her instantly.
" The one about Sadi?" He asked, putting a kettle on the stove for his morning tea.
" Yeah... Miro, I don't think she's going to go away." She said, looking down into her mug.
" I know... But it's just not logical right now, we can barely support ourselves, how are we going to keep a kid? We'd need over twenty times more than we already make with all the expenses." Miroku said, taking his kettle off the stove and pouring himself a glass.
" But we can do it Miro." Sango began to whine, " I know we can if we just try, please. For once can we just wing it?" She started to tremble, and then began to cry softly.
"Sango, babe, please..." Miroku said, going over to the girl and embracing, trying desperatley to sooth her shaking shoulders, " I love you, please stop crying." he muttered into her ear, whispering sweet words and a arsenal of compliments to her.
" But I just want her so much Miro! So I can always have a part of you." She continued to cry.
" I know, I know, I know Sango, please, please stop crying, I love you, I love you, I love you." He kept whispering, squeezing the girl tightly, her anchor to the earth.
" ... Miro..." She whispered, gasping for air.
" What is it love?" He asked.
" ...It's nothing... You're going to be late for work, go get ready."
" ...Alright." He said, warry but satisfied that nothing would go wrong if he left her there.
" I love you Miro." She said as he walked out of the kitchen.
" I love you too Sango." he said back.

' I wonder if she feel any better.' Miroku wondered as he walked up the stairs to Sango's and his apartment, ' I should pick her something up tommorow, something nice.' he thought, opening the door, " I'm home babe." He said loudly, " Babe?" he asked the empty space. Miroku heard sounds coming from the bedroom, his heart dropped as he heard more clearly what those sounds were. His Sango was moaning. As he crept closer to the bedroom door, his brain both exploded and imploded with thought, thinking of nothing and time not moving, then watching himself as he came to the closed door and his head went into hyperdrive, yet he thought of nothing. Slowly openning the door, he saw his Sango, his love, the woman he wanted a child with, the woman he let into his house, he made a home with her, planned a life with her, held her each night... And she was naked, on top another man...
One he didn't even know...
He saw...
Heard her moaning...
Saw her on this man...
Saw her...
She was...
On top of him...
naked...
And she was...
and he was....
that meant...
but if she was...
what happened?...
Miroku then watched himself quietly close the door...
He walked calmly over to the drawer in their kitchen, the one they never open...
He saw himself pull out the gun they had gotten when they moved into the neighborhood, as a complete precaution...
Felt the cold of it, the weight of it in his hand...
..." I love you." He said softly, thinking for a second only of his Sango... the girl he fell in love with, the girl he grew to know and love... he thought back to the one moment he thought was truly perfect in his life... their first... in the snow... and held the gun to his head... " Forever." He said, before pulling the trigger.