Wow. I have no clue how the hell ive been able to keep going on like no energy that i have. Lets start off.
My father threatened my boyfriends life for whatever reason and thats not fun becuase now his fam is thinking that im trouble and his mom doesn't think its healthy to be in a relationship where the girl is going to be bringing so much drama. Thats not happy though because i love the ******** out of him and the stress has been getting to me and i've been a bit snappy i suppose. i'm going to fix it no worries. My school friends totally hate me apparently. Which is fine or w/e i just thought that perhaps they'd be true but the thing is that my group of friends is a group of people that already existed that i joined. They are loyal to no one but each other and no matter how much i try i will never be one of them. I have a best friend though that im sure of so its all good. Im really going no where with this journal my mind is a bit of a jumble right now. plus theres some rice pudding calling my name. I wnat to have peace in my life. Maybe im being dramatic? Honestly i want to be with him. I want a family and a future with him. I won't let go.
Aida Moon · Wed May 14, 2008 @ 02:11am · 0 Comments |