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Her life is like a porcelain doll
Another thing to reinstall
Extremely delicate and slightly tattered
For if it falls, it surely will shatter

Her heart is cold and made of glass
One of these days will be her last
It beats of a sorrow beyond understanding
Her longing for a friend is very demanding

Through her fingers flows something artistic
The wonders she create seem unrealistic
Those hands successfully worship the earth
In them she sees no bit of worth

With skin that's fair and white as snow
A beauty so rich, but she thinks is low
Because you see, she's not secure
There's too much pain she must endure

Her story, you see, is a sad sad tale
They all thought that she'd always prevail
It is my duty to speak of the account
To pass on the records of this large amount:

The distortion she had was hard to find
It was not in her heart, but in her mind
At least that is what the doctor said
When he saw her crying, holding a knife as she bled

"She's a danger to no one except herself,"
He said as he lay the test results on the shelf
"I know just what we have to do,
Come with me and we'll help you to get through."

He took her to an isolated room
"Is this where I shall spend my doom?"
She couldn't believe she had to stay
"So this is where I'll live everyday."

Examining the room her eyes filled with tears
"Don't make me live with all my fears!
I need to go and you can't stop me,
I refuse to live in a soft padded block, see?"

He grabbed her then and held her tight
She scrambled in his arms with all her might
The assistant rushed in and gave her a shot
Then she fell asleep, right there on the spot

When she woke up she was all alone
This crazy room to be her throne
Looking low she saw her arms were bound
To her body in a jacket wrapped tightly around

At that moment, her world stopped turning
A fire inside her began to start burning
She screamed, slamming into the wall with great force
Then cried and yelled until her voice became hoarse

The silence became her only friend
He accompanied and stayed with her 'till the end
When the doctor walked in on that fateful day
He gasped at the sight
Of the girl in dismay

A thing called love is not my friend
But yet he's not an enemy
He's more like a non-existent person
A dream kept sealed in my mind

I let him out
He runs
Only the dust is left behind him
That creates the path I know I must follow

I wonder and wonder
Until at last I see his twinkling eye
As he stands at the end of the road
On a ledge

He calls me over
Then leaps off the edge to the opposite side
Landing with grace as though he were an angel
And opens his arms waiting to catch me

I smile with hope
And run to the cliff
Closing my eyes as I jump
I can fly

My eyes open
He turns his back on me
Just before I had made it over
I fall... fall...... fall.........

I'm falling

A thing called love is not my friend
But yet he's not an enemy
He's more like a net that will catch and support you
Except he's never really there

I've served my time
Now you serve yours
I've delt with your s**t
And I can't stand it anymore

I'll take you to the place
That you locked me in
I'll ******** your a** up
Let the torture begin

My goodie goodie image
Is no longer here
But don't be alarmed
There's no need for fear

All I plan to do
Is kill you ever so slowly
I'll unleash all my rage
And give it to you wholly

I want your a** dead
It's what you deserve
I'll rip out your heart
And let you observe

Your final breath
Will be the best time of all
It will stand as a moment
I will always recall

I'm taking you down
But I'm not comming with you
It's my turn to rule
And here's my debute

My first act will be
To break all your little bones
It will bring me great pleasure
To hear you groan

I'll know your in pain
Like the s**t I went through
I'm ******** you over
I tell you that's true

Just open your eyes
The last thing you will know
Is the torture I'll bring you
And the blood you will show

If I could sleep forever; I would
I'd close my eyes and dream up my own world
A land of perfection, a land of purity

I'd never have to know pain
The definition of sorrow, hurt, fear
Or the feeling of loneliness

There would be no such thing as crying
No frowns or streams of tears
A heart could never be broken

Always whole
Not torn up into small tattered pieces
As a puzzle with one missing part

I'd be still and happy
In the protection of my world
A dream that you'd never wish to wake from

Will you come with me?
Hold my hand and we'll jump together
Into a floating drowsy cloud

We might stumble a bit at first
And fall to the ground like a baby bird from its nest
But don't be scared; we'll be flying high

Glancing back at this doomed world for the last time
Our eyes will become heavy, slowly closing
And we will sleep

A peaceful sleep
A quiet sleep
A sleep that lasts forever

I'm trapped in jail cell
Soaked in disgrace
I turn to run, but stand still
No escaping this place

Surrounded by four walls
Bleeding sorrow and pain
My mouth opens to scream
The sound piercing like rain

A single tear runs down my face
Forsaken and torn
It begins the river that follows
Despairing and forlorn

I collapse on the floor
The cold ground my own bed
A voice whispered to me softly
And this is what it said:

Life is a jail cell
It's not a fun game
Filled with misery and woe
It burns like a flame

You could never break away
No matter how hard you try
From its tight clenching grip
That holds you till you die

You may cry all you want
But what will that do?
It will just make things worse
You must learn to pull through

Stand up! You poor soul
Do not become bent
Between the four bleeding walls
And the thought of life's torment

The ghost in you
Oh yes she lives
She lives deep inside you
Inside your memory
But inside you heart?

That's where she longs to be
Not just as a friend
But even more then that
She lives in your memories
Seeing as you have grown up
Knowing one another

Forever
She has liked you
Only recently realizing just how much
Now she sits waiting

Waiting
For you to see her
To notice her
To accept her
To love her more and more
How long will she have to wait?

Disappointment
Has been her brother
He comes after her every day
Haunting her every move
Will you bring her this disappointment?
Will you open your eyes?

Small talk is what you two share
She wants more
She wants companionship
She wants love

She is me
I am the ghost in you

I'm not gonna kiss a guy just to say I have
I won't do things just for the experience
I'm gonna wait for the one
Even if I have to wait 50 years
I'll be hopeless if I must
It doesn't hurt to dream
To wish or to think
I'm true to me
If they don't want me
I'll keep walking alone

Your heart is a cage, fallen upon me
I can't break away, I don't want to try
Your love lives in the air, it's all I see
Those arms take me higher, they taught me to fly

That vibrant smile is the shining sun
It warms me and brings light into my life
Your touch is unlike any other one
When you're near I forget all of my strife

To you I give my hand and all my heart
The rest of my days will all be with you
Let's begin today to get a kick start
Together forever, we will pull through

You are my world, life, love, hope, and clear light
My one and only man, my strong brave knight

On that sweet day
When you walked through the door
You cought my attention
Like never before

I looked in your eyes
And I couldn't get out
Simply drowned in their beauty
Without any doubt

In your eyes I see magic
In your eyes I see grace
They hold so much feeling
With you is my place

Lost in fascination
I fall to one knee
My arms open to hold you
Is this an angel I see?

You look my direction
And give me a smile
My beating heart melts
When all the while

In your eyes I see passion
In your eyes I see grace
They hold so much love
With you is my place

I'm not lonely
sleeping all alone

You think I'm scared
but I'm a big girl
I don't cry
or anything

I have a great
big bed
to roll around
in and lots of space
and I don't dream
bad dreams
like I used
to have that you
were leaving me
anymore

Now that you're gone
I don't dream
and no matter
what you think
I'm not lonely
sleeping
all alone

I'm sorry if I ever disappointed you
I'm sorry I'm not all you wanted
I'm sorry that I'm not good enough
I'm sorry I'm not perfect

I'm sorry for all the laughs we shared
I'm sorry for every smile
I'm sorry for all the hugs we had
I'm sorry for every minute in heaven

I'm sorry I ever wanted you
I'm sorry I loved your every detail
I'm sorry for the times I held your hand
I'm sorry I made you my everything

I'm sorry you were my first love
I'm sorry you gave me my first kiss
I'm sorry you made me so damn happy
I'm sorry you no longer love me

I'm sorry that you left me
I'm sorry I ever believed you
I'm sorry I didn't take all my friends' warnings
I'm sorry for being so stupid

You just made the biggest mistake of your life
...And I hope you regret it forever