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Boy has it been a while. That title, thanks a lot for putting it in my head Tony stressed .
Well let's get on with it.
Jack:Sweet, brave, smart, fun, chivalrous, caring, hot. Dear Jackie forgave me for breaking it off with him a while ago all because of damned spyk3z showing his rat face and making me depressed. He loves me a lot, I can feel it more than I ever could before, but..a few things prevent him from being perfect. For one, one thing that I need from him is for him to satisfy my "nymphomaniac" needs, but he is Polish, I take it he doesn't "satisfy" me because of his limited vocabulary. That and his tibia character is a girl..*sigh*.
James:Very loving, faithfull, good-looking, worker, nymphomaniac. James, my best friend for 3 years, my romeo for half a year. I loved him with all my heart as soon as I met him, but he has mistreated me more than once because he didn't talk to me about certain rumors he heard. I love him, but I'm not IN LOVE with him anymore. He is still a great lover though, and that satisfies my "nympho" needs. He's obsessed with me now though because I was his only faithfull and honest girlfriend, I can't tell him I'm not in love with him anymore, because he's used to the idea that I always was and that I still am. He's a loyal friend and I turned my back on him once, I never wanted to do it again, but how do you stop someone from being obsessed with you?
Dylan:Sweet, familiar, fun, silly, smart. Met him only a few days ago and already he loves me. I make him really happy and I love to make people happy. He's been a blast to hang out with but he asked if I'd be his girlfriend, but at the moment I preffer being single, it hurts a lot less. That and I think I am starting to like him a little more than a friend likes a friend, but I love Jack, I don't know what to do. I still hang out with Dylan, he and I have a lot in common, including some parts of our past. Jack is not always on and Dylan is like a substitute Jack when the real Jack is gone, I just hope I don't start to fall in love with the imitation Jack.
Neil:Fun, patient, very good vocabulary, interesting. Just met him a couple days ago in an rpg fight. In the end he seduced me, and sad to say, he was the best ever in satisfying my "nympho" needs. I hung out with him the next day and even though I kept afking a lot without notice, he was patient and always waited. He and I have lots in common which is pretty weird but he's interesting to talk to. I don't think I'm"in love" but he is a very good "lover".
I know I probably sound like a whore by now, but the thing is I'm not. Every time I slept with someone I was bf/gf with them. Except Neil, but I was single when I slept with him, so no one is being hurt. Sex is a really big part for me, and so I mentioned those traits because they affect how I am around someone. I don't want to hurt anyone but how do you deal with so many guys, some who are very dependant on you for happiness, and others who satisfy you to no end.

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