I have people I consider friends. And I think they consider me a friend. I love all of them and it hurts when the only reason I hear from them is to see where someone else is. Or for me to tell someone else something. Or some other random crap than just to talk to me. It hurts and as much as I would love to stay mad at these people I can't because I am around them all day and enjoy their company.
I don't know what they would say if I complained to them about it or if they would even care. In the end when I leave I always end up alone so I guess it doesn't matter what I think or whether they care.
I just hope that one day, I will meet someone that I can truely call a friend and they contact me just to talk and laugh or cry or whatever else there it to do other an just trying to get a hold of someone else.
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Wishful thinking!
Mordraugsereg · Sat Mar 13, 2010 @ 08:35pm · 0 Comments |