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Today is the tomorrow you worried about yesterday
NearTo The Dark
if you are near to the dark
I will tell you 'bout the sun
you are here, no escape
from my visions of the world
you will cry all alone
but it does not mean a thing to me

knowing the song I will sing
till the darkness comes to sleep
come to me, I will tell
'bout the secret of the sun
it's in you, not in me
but it does not mean a thing to you

the sun is in your eyes
the sun is in your ears
I hope you see the sun
someday in the darkness

the sun is in your eyes
the sun is in your ears
but you can't see the sun
ever in the darkness
it does not much matter to me





Angel Of God
Angel of God…

As I look up to the sky above, to the undying stars
Silent’s fills the air of a midnight breeze I feel you
So close to me, breathing life into me yet.
An angel from heaven, a messenger from God himself
Sent to me just to be loved, you give me life
And yet you give me heart ach. To see that far
Away look in your eyes…to feel you’re longing
Pulse like your heart beat, a wish unfulfilled.
Yet you look at me with eyes so sweet, a heart looking
For romance and songs just as sweet, your arms wrapped
Around me filled with tender and care.
You hold me close protecting me from all, the wings of an
Angel fly me above and beyond, to a place just
For us, a place just to share… our hearts could be
One, we could be together. I can see that emptiness
In your eyes, a part for you is wishing to fly…
To a place unknowing…a pain burning up
Hot tears fill my eyes. I know you want to go, I can
Feel it deep down…words cant descried
These feeling deep inside, you say you wanna stay but I’m
Not going to hold you back…I’m not going to be the one
Standing in your way. I know you love me with all
Everything inside, a love so pure a face to perfect…a face
Of an angel…you were the one to steal my heart, to steal
My love, my body and soul. But to see that look that burns deep inside,
I feel myself falling…shattering on the way and I feel myself losing
Everything I once knew, you were always there to catch me, to bring
That comfort I long for. Your warm arms are so reassuring, your soft touch
That holds me tight, with love and tenderness that just embrace me
So deep, I know just how much you care and just how much I need you
But the thought of letting you go is just so heart breaking. I know you want
To leave…I’ll do anything for your happiness, to have you feel just as
Happy as I do… a pain just as throbbing, a heart just as willing, pulling
Me into a life embracing hug, your wings surrounding me…holing me to
Yourself, never wanting to let go. I’m crying, your crying…we’re both crying
Me for you and you for me, no words can even begin to explain our feelings
For one another…just to be with each other again, weather it be in
This life or my next. I’ll see you again in heaven and I know you’ll be waiting there
You don’t belong down here on this earth…you belong in heaven for you are
Truly an angel of God…
By: Amber





Like Me
Like Me...

The soft spring rain gently falls to the ground in each
Dead drop that escaped from the starry
Heavens above damping the ground giving
Up life to keep this one going. The sky darkened and grey filled with
More misery, hate and despair, crying tear drops on this already
Dead land in witch no one can bare…
What has taken life of this land once lush and green?
My only answer is the decay of time and fall’s cold touch, breathing
In everything bright and clean and exhaling deathly winds making
Fall the leafs of green. Talking life of bright, pure things leaving them
Odd color orange, black and yellow, my heart dies in the spring…
But brought back to life by the sounds of dead fallen leafs and slowly
My eyes ease open to the sight of my dieing kingdom…
The one thing I always loved, preparing itself for the winters dead silent’s
Of everything once thought mean, now dead, cold and silent.
My place of thought now open with all the things of rot, my kingdom
Is dead and left in only one thought… the thought of your beauty dieing
Once again to breath life into me yet, I see you slowly fading through time
Of things untouched and leaving paths walked yet without a trace of your
Self ever being there, of ever being here. I sing only to you my haunted,
Twisted songs… for you are my life, death and rebirth, you gave me
Pleasure, pain and happier thoughts… that on my death day, you will
Be standing in my shadows painted black
Smiling softly ever so sweet.
And yet your only wish… is to be dead like me

By: Amber





just another song
Baby I See You Working Hard
I Want To Let You Know I'm Proud,
Let You Know That I Admire What You Do
The More If I Need To Reassure You, My Life Would Be Purposeless Without You (Yeah)
If I Want It (Got It)
When I Ask You (You Provide It)
You Inspire Me To Be Better
You Challenge Me For The Better
Sit Back And Let Me Pour Out My Love Letter

Let Me Help You
Take Off Your Shoes
Untie Your Shoestrings
Take Off Your Cufflinks (Yeah)
What You Want To Eat Boo? (Yeah)
Let Me Feed You
Let Me Run Your Bathwater
Whatever You Desire, I'll Aspire
Sing You A Song
Turn The Game On
I'll Brush Your Hair
Help Put Your Do Rag On
Want A Foot Rub? (Yeah)
You Want A Manicure?
Baby I'm Yours I Want To Cater To You Boy

[Chorus]
Let Me Cater To You
Cause Baby This Is Your Day
Do Anything For My Man
Baby You Blow Me Away
I Got Your Slippers, Your Dinner, Your Dessert, And So Much More
Anything You Want Just Let Me Cater To You
Inspire Me From The Heart,
Can't Nothing Tear Us Apart
You're All That I Want In A Man;
I Put My Life In Your Hands
I Got Your Slippers, Your Dinner, Your Dessert, And So Much More
Anything You Want, I Want To Cater To You

[Verse 2 Kelly]
Baby I'm Happy You're Home,
Let Me Hold You In My Arms
I Just Want To Take The Stress Away From You
Making Sure That I'm Doing My Part (Oh)
Boy Is There Something You Need Me To Do (Oh)
If You Want It (I Got It)
Say The Word (I Will Try It)
I Know Whatever I'm Not Fulfilling (Oh)
Another Woman Is Willing (Oh)
I'm Going To Fulfill Your Mind, Body, And Spirit

I Promise You (Promise You)
I'll Keep Myself Up (Oh)
Remain The Same Chick (Yeah)
You Fell In Love With (Yeah)
I'll Keep It Tight, I'll Keep My Figure Right
I'll Keep My Hair Fixed, Keep Rocking The Hottest Outfits
When You Come Home Late Tap Me On My Shoulder, I'll Roll Over
Baby I Heard You, I'm Here To Serve You (I'm Lovin It, I'm Lovin It)
If It's Love You Need, To Give It Is My Joy
All I Want To Do, Is Cater To You Boy

[Chorus]

[Bridge Michelle]
I Want To Give You My Breath, My Strength, My Will To Be Here
That's The Least I Can Do,
Let Me Cater To You
Through The Good (Good)
The Bad (Through The Bad)
The Ups And The Downs (Ups And Downs)
I'll Still Be Here For You
Let Me Cater To You
Cause You're Beautiful (You're Beautiful)
I Love The Way You Are (You Are)
Fulfill Your Every Desire (Desire)
Your Wish Is My Command (Command)
I Want To Cater To My Man
Your Heart (Your Heart)
So Pure Your Love Shines Through(Shines Through)
The Darkness We'll Get Through (So Much)
So Much Of Me Is You (Is You)
I Want To Cater To My Man





Pretend to be nice
Well he looks at me with those Inoccent eyes,
And says it looks like we're wearing some kind of diguise,
Because your hair sticks up and your shoes are untied,
And I hope you got that shirt at half price,
And every word I say falls flat on the floor,
I try to tell a joke but he's heard it before,
And I don't think I can take it no more,
Cause he's driving me right out of my front door,

Why do you do what you do to me baby,
You're shaking my confidence you're driving me craZy,
You know if I could I'd do anything for you,
Please don't ignore me cause you know I adore you,

Can't you just pretend to be nice,
Can you at least pretend to be nice,
If you could just pretend to be nice,
Everything in my life would be alright,

Oooh wee....
Oooh wee....

And I try so hard just to figure him out,
But he won't tell me what he's thinking about,
And then he falls asleep on the living room couch,
With his sunglesses on and his tongue hanging out,
And then he disapperas for a week at a time,
And then he just shows up just like everything's fine,
And I don't get what goes on in his mind,
But I'm tired of hearing the same stupid line,

Why do you do what you do to me baby,
You're shaking my confidence making me crazy,
You know if I could I'd do anything for you,
I don't mean to bore you cause you know I adore you,

But can't you just pretend to be nice,
Can you at least pretend to be nice,
If you could just pretend to be nice,
Everything in my life would be alright,

Oooh wee....
Oooh wee....





you belong to me
See the pyramids around the Nile
Watch the sun rise
From the tropic isle
Just remember darling
All the while
You belong to me
See the market place
In old Algiers
Send me photographs and souvenirs
Just remember
When a dream appears
You belong to me

And I'll be so alone without you
Maybe you'll be lonesome too

Fly the ocean
In a silver plane
See the jungle
When it's wet with rain
Just remember till
You're home again
You belong to me

Oh I'll be so alone without yOu
Maybe you'll be lonesome too

Fly the ocean
In a silver plane
See the jungle
When it's wet with rain
Just remember till
You're home again
You belong to me





Hallelujah
I heard there was a secret chord
That David played and it pleased the Lord
But you don't really care for music, do you?
It goes like this, the fourth, the fifth, the minor fall, the major lift, the baffled king composing Hallelujah

Hallelujah
Hallelujah
Hallelujah
Hallelu---jah

Your faith was strong but you needed proof, you saw her bathing on the roof, her beauty in the moonlight overthrew you
She tied you to a kitchen chair, she broke your throne, she cut your hair, and from your lips she drew the Hallelujah

Hallelujah
Hallelujah
Hallelujah
Hallelu----jah

Maybe I have been here before, I know this room; I have walked this floor, I used to live alone before I knew you
I've seen your flag on the marble arch, love is not a victory march, it's a cold and its a broken Hallelujah

Hallelujah
Hallelujah
Hallelujah
Hallelu----jah

There was a time you let me know whats really going on below, but now you never show it to me, do you? (and)
Remember when I moved in you; the holy dark was moving too, and every breath we drew was Hallelujah

Hallelujah
Hallelujah
Hallelujah
Hallelu----jah

Maybe there's a God above, and all I ever learned from love was how to shoot at someone who outdrew you
And its not a cry you can hear at night, its not somebody who's seen the light, its a cold and its a broken Hallelujah

Hallelujah
Hallelujah
Hallelujah
Hallelu--jah

Hallelujah
Hallelujah
Hallelujah
Hallelu---u---jah





Light of hope
Light of hope…

Take a look into the darkness, hear wIth
Open ears, watch with all your heart
And for one and the briefest of moments
Listen to what it has to say. Let its words
Rush over you like a river smooth as glass
And yet colder then a blade of steel, sit
For awhile feel the true meaning of emptiness
And sorrow burning up your body with a cry
That can never be heard, a pain to deep to
Remove and see if you can still get up after
That faintest cold touch of loneliness over
Whelming you. Are you still the same,
Are you still here? Can you still breath
In the sweet senses of everything you
Could ever imagine? Can your ears still
Hear, can you still think? Are you now like
Me to confused to even think straight thoughts,
Are your hands cold from not being able to feel.
Is your whole body numb with the sweet nothingness
creeping over our heads with twisted rhymes
Of comfort and despair? Did you hear anything,
Are you strong enough to ignore it when a
Dark cloud covers you? Are you even here
And real, did I just make you up…
A fragment of my very own imagination?
But I know your real, that’s why I asked you
All this because some where inside my
Darkened heart, I know I care for you because
You are my light of hope…
Something I’ll always keep close.

By: Amber





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