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Picture
By: Arrow Lee (me)
Picture this...
Your sitting in a room, pained and misunderstood. Baggy jeans, big shirt, hiding your face with your jacket hood. Tears bead down your cheeks, anger boils inside you. Wanting to disapear or something to hide you. Crucifix in hand, hoping for luck, praying to lift the problems stacked heavy like a desiel truck. Your heart pounds for blood your lungs breath for air, grasping for life love and care. Orphaned, thats how you feel. Still reaching out for something real. Mind scrammbled from decisions, choices, maybe even drugs. A virus cold in your soul, like an unfixable computer bug. Confused of who you are, where have you been? Thrusting for a fight from a rush of adrinaline.
Picture this...
Hands and knees hit the floor surrendering to pain. Surrendering it all, wanting something to change. Something has caught your breath, feel like there is only a minute till death! Beating the floor, cursing the devil. "I am not perfect, not an angel, nor a rebel." You ask for one thing, understandment. Not to be reminded of your flaws aginst the ten commandments! "Why cant they just love me, accept me for who I am? I know my issues and I do what I can." Now all you pictured, now all you see...
Picture me...
Picture me in that cold hard room, the person you read of before. Yeah, thats me, stuck in that room without a door. I hide my feelings behind my eyes, putting a smile on my face, covering internal pain with lies. My skin weak to all the pain its been inflicted upon. My heart and blood, conflicted and drawn. Emotionless painting, a colorless fixture; Thats me in the shadows, thats my picture. Nothing can explain my emotions, its too extreme. Not my talent of expression, its just a dream. I have more in life than my ethnicity thats a mixture...
What I feel, my life..
Thats the last thing anyone needs to picture...
 ^Favorite Anime^
J.Ero bka Lito
Ladies Love June Erogenous MSTR_Lito220 · Thu Jun 21, 2007 @ 09:44pm · 1 Comments |
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