I am now 16....I want to die. I hate my life right now, I have everything I could possibly want right now, and i still feel.....empty. I only feel completed once in awhile, mainly when I buy some anime, beacuse when I'm reading or watching it, my mind isn't thinking about how worthless I am. I have no worth. I don't have anything that makes me useful, I am nothing. I want to fade into non-exsistance...and yet I think I would still be lonely. Will my loneliness ever vanish? I feel so empty, I feel so completely empty. I feel like a unfinished puzzle, or a empty glass. I am now complaining to anyone who reads this, so I am now being a burden as well. I don't have anyone my age to talk to...or that I want to talk to...There are a few people, but I'm scared of being hurt. I don't want to be hurt, or rejected, I don't want to be a burden, I don't want to be incomplete. I don't know what i want anymore.
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