Well, right now, I don't know what to do. I have a virus, so I'm always tierd, and I just had the flu not but two weeks before, so I really am busy making up late work. Then, ontop of that I have a job interveiw tuesday. Also, my friends aren't freinds anymore, so I'm stuck in the middle, because I like both of my friends. So, that is stressful, than my brother is graduating this year, and it is very hard to the family, he's the smart one, he's the honors student, and I'm the artsit, so once he's gone, I think my parents are going to be depressed. I just want something good to happen right now, because nothing is. When I was younger, I always thought that life was going to be a mystical journey, and that my friends and I would triumph over all, that I would meet the love of my life that I would grow old with. I also thought that I would have a specail talent that would lead me to fame, but i don't have any of that. I have a nice house, a good family, but thats it. I see everyone around me, growing, developing their talents and using them, but I don't know what my talent is, I've tried to find it...but I haven't been sucessful yet, I'm not sure if I can keep looking. Right now, at this very moment, I want to give up, I want to forget everything, but I know I can't do that, so I will keep trying and failing. Well...thats all about my life right now, hope to write some more crap soon.
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