*La sigh* I'm lonely. I don't have anyone to talk to, or that will listen to me, so I'm kinda just sitting here...beacuse I have no life. Anyways, Just a few days ago, was the one year aniversairy of my friends mothers death, I stayed at the hospital that night with her, beacuse she couldn't get a hold of any other of our friends, and so I was there when she died. I try to be there for her, and support her, beacuse I know her family life is messed up, and she needs someone to take care of her. It's taken a toll on though, I don't know why, I mean, I really didn't know her motehr too well, but I can feel her pain, I know I would be sad if my mother passed away when I was a freshman in highschool. So, I'm kinda in mourning for her mother. I don't want to show that I'm sad to my friend, beacuse I want to be able to support her, its just hard. I find it so unfair that her mother was taken from her at such a young age, I mean, she was a freshman in high school and her sister was in the 7th grade...so I really can't understand how difficult it must be. I'm used to comming home and having my mother there to talk to. When she comes home, no one is there to welcome her, it must be really lonely. Thats why, when I grow up, if I have a family, I want to probably be a house wife if possible, beacuse I would want to be there when my children come home, and able to ask them how school was. What even more ironic is the fact that the day after her motehr died, it was my mothers birthday...so I didn't tewll my freind...but now that I have probably bored you to death, I shall go.
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