SO UP UNTIL THE PAST FEW YEARS IVE NEVER REALLY THOUGHT ABOUT MY LIFE. I MEAN BEFORE I USED TO BE VERY INTROVERTED AND NEVER REALLY STARTED CLOSE RELATIONSHIPS WITH ANYONE. I HAVE FRIENDS DON'T GET ME WRONG BUT IVE NEVER HAD A BOND WITH SOMEONE ENOUGH TO CONSIDER THEM SUBSTANTIAL ENOUGH THAT THEY WOULD ACTUALLY LIKE ME. HENCE I WOULD STAY HOME ALOT ON FRIDAY NIGHTS WHEREAS OTHER PEOPLE IN MY CLASS WOULD BE GOING TO MOVIES OR TO A PARTY. IN HONESTY I WAS SOMEWHAT HAPPY BACK THEN. I NEVER MINDED BEING BY MYSELF. IN FACT I PREFERED IT SOMETIMES. THE WHOLE HUSTLE AND BUSTLE OF LIFE JUST WASN'T SOMETHING I FOUND INTERESTING BACK THEN.
BUT NOW ALL THAT REALLY HAS CHANGED. IM STILL THE SAME CHESTER AS I WAS BACK THEN LIKING TO BE ALONE SOMETIMES. ONLY NOW THIS TIME INSTEAD OF BEING AT HOME ON A FRIDAY NIGHT I HAVE CLOSE FRIENDS WHO I CAN GO OUT WITH. EVERYWEEK I FIND MYSELF WITH SOMEONE WHO I CAN CALL FRIEND BE IT A PARTY OR MOVIE. I GUESS YOU CAN SAY MY LIFE HAS GONE 360 BUT YOU KNOW ITS NOT A BAD THING. I ACTUALLY ENJOY BEING WITH PEOPLE. ITS WEIRD THOUGH. CHANGE.
IVE SEEN MY LIFE CHANGE FROM APPEARANCE AND PERSONALITY. BUT WHAT OF THE WORLD. PEOPLE GET MARRIED, THEY CHANGE THEIR LOOK, AND THEY BECOME SOMETHING ELSE. THEY BECOME WHO THEY ARE GOING TO BE IN LIFE. IF YOU THINK ABOUT IT. DURING YOUR LIFE YOU NOTICE PEOPLE TAKING ON THE PERSONALITY OF THE PEOPLE THEY ARE AROUND. IVE DONE IT AND SO HAVE MANY OTHERS. BUT I DIGRESS. CHANGE. ITS WIERD. YOU CAN GO FROM LIKING THE SPICE GIRLS TO LOVING SOMETHING AS OPPOSITE AS SLIPKNOT. IT HAPPENS. WHAT CAN YOU DO?
THOUGH I TALK ABOUT NOTHING MY POINT IS THAT THINGS CHANGE OVER THE COURSE OF 17 YEARS. I MEAN WHO WOULD EVER BE THE EXACT SAME PERSON THOUGHOUT THEIR LIFE? I HAVENT FOUND ONE. THEN AGAIN THE FIRST 18 YEARS OF A LIFETIME FORCE A PERSON TO ACCEPT CHANGE AND FIND NEW FRIENDS.
ANYWAYS I THINK IVE FINISHED HERE.
chesterlepanda · Sat Jun 30, 2007 @ 04:15am · 2 Comments |