.....ring...ring....ring...
"hello?"
"hey, its me."
"hey"
"can i talk to you? i have something important to tell you"
"ok, sure."
"so i went to the doctor about mid-july for an examination. they ran a few tests on me, normal stuff. then the doctor had a puzzled look on his face and told me that he needed to do some more tests just to be sure. i didnt know what he meant at the time but i said sure. after the tests he talked to one of his fellow coworkers and they shook their heads. now i knew what that meant. it meant something bad for me. it was. he told me i had a mild cancer.
well i went again a few days ago for a follow up. he did his thing and what news i recieved was not good. he told me that the cancer had become malignant and that im going to be terminal."
"are you serious?"
"yes, well i wanted to tell you that but its not the only reason why i wanted to talk to you."
"so whats the other thing?"
"well the doctor told me at the most i would have a year left to live. i could die tomorrow, i could die when school starts, or i can die on my 18th birthday."
.........
"hello?"
"i'm here"
"theres another thing i wanted to tell you.....i still love you. i always have. i appreciate you being one of the best people ive ever known. i just wanted to let you know that when i die, you're going to be one of my last thoughts. so im saying it now, i love you, and another thing, you may never hear from me again after this. so im saying goodbye now."
.......click.......
``````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````` this my friends is a scenario among many others that has plagued my head for some time now. it is supposed to be something meaningful. you probably dont know who im talking about only that you can figure one of these characters is me. now its not real all of it is made up. so its just something i wanted to express somewhere.
chesterlepanda · Thu Aug 30, 2007 @ 11:52pm · 1 Comments |