*sigh* I lied i havn't adapted to being roberts friend. I only think that when im not around him. when I see him at first I smile so I look down then for the first few minutes im around him I can't talk to him then eventalluy I feel more comftorable and I want to talk to him but by that time someone else is taking to him and I've lost my chance.
I hate your magic eight ball fish scream I asked it if robert liked my and it said don't count on it. I then asked it if robert would ask me out it said signs point to yes. that pisses me of or at least the eight ball did. stressed
At times I'd lilke to belieave he does but then I don't want to cause he might not. I think likeing someone is just to painfull. Dont get me wrong I still like My david it's just If me and him ever did go out I wouldn't know how to be his girlfriend cause he hardle exnolges my existence in front of his friends. I still like toan as well but slowly and I mean very slowly im getting the idea that nothing will happen that my hope is pointless. There are times when I can't talk to him on the phone more then 20mins cause I'll start to think of stuff I want to ask or say but I can't cause im not his girl anymore. I think then how much I wish I was then I get sad and tell him I have to go for some reason.
After that I talk to my friend birdo. He's a new friend I met through david.
The reason I havn't been on latly is cause i've been grounded xd o well on may the 10th I can use my phone and the computer at home instead of useing the one here at the library.
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Happypanda's leaf's with stuff written on them. umm enjoy.
the sad tail's or selfish....you decide
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