Today, a lot of disturbing conversations are playing through my head. . . .
" ... I want you to delete her from the guild. "
" Who is this? Ems?"
".. No. Her sister"
" Wher Ems?"
" I'd like it if you could actually speak proper English."
" oh ok" " Where Ems"
" She's dead."
" That sad."
" That's it? That's all you can say about this? She was my sister! Do you know how it felt, to hear her say she going to kill herself tonight, and not believe it? Then waking up in the morning, to find her dead?"
" oh, ok"
" IS THAT ALL YOU CAN EVER SAY?! You know, she died because of you. You put her through hell. You made her suicidal twice. Not once, But T-W-I-C-E. The first time, she thought that you saved her. But you didn't I did, I only let her think you saved her."
" W.e"
" YOU STUPID IDIOT! She was your ex, and you don't even care if she's dead? Do you even know how much pain you put her through? You used her, you cheated on her repeatedly, you always made her feel good, before disrupting her mood horribly. She cut herself for a while. BECAUSE. OF. YOU."
" Oh, ok. Why you let her di?"
" I DIDN'T LET HER DIE! She killed herself, she told me she was going to do it, but I didn't believe her.She killed herself because of you. And she's never coming back."
" So?"
" In a way, she was braver than you ever could be."
" Yah, rite"
" SHE DID WHAT YOU COULD ONLY PLOT ABOUT, WHAT YOU COULD ONLY FAKE, YOU STUPID a**! There's no bringing her back."
" Gud, shi desrvs 2 b ded"
" I hope you kill yourself tonight, and tell your mom to take pictures. Tell her in your own blood, like She told me." [- She shows Him the pictures-]
" Shi rlly is ded."
" NO DUH! Are you understanding it now? You're an idiot."
" Im not ment 4 ths wrld mch lngr."
" When you kill yourself, leave pictures. Videotape it. And make it twice as painful as what she went through, a**."
" Oh, ok"
- [-username-] Has now signed off-
that's basically what keeps playing through my head right now. It's amazing, Ja?
But now, I want to know, what would you do, in a situation like this, either being the person to tell someone that their ex was dead, or being the person that recieves this news. How would you react, or how would you feel? Would you go to their funeral?
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