It seems like everything I do is just never enough to get anywhere and I'm starting to think it's driving me, quite literally, mad. I hear my name being called, the work phone ringing when I'm at home, I bus my own kitchen table, and my family is falling apart.
All because of me... I started my new job as a waitress in a Mexican restraunt called Rodrigez's and I love it~! The rush I get from being busy is amazing and makes me somewhat hyper which is great because it distracts my mind entirely from other stresses I have in the home. Which brings me to why I'm feeling insecure at this pivital time of the year... My girlfriend and I love each other very much but rarely ever get to see each other. So to help alieviate some of that problem I put in for a waitressing job at her favorite palce to eat and started working out at her alma marters' track and field. Her mom hates me so she rarely get to come over or go out just to be with our group of friends.
As you can imagine it really sucks and must be taking it's toll on our relationship right? Well its not really tearing us apart but it's making us stronger and more determined to be "together forever and always." I love her so much and if my family can't accept us then I say ******** because they obviously don't want me to be happy in life. She is and always will be all I've ever wanted in a lover, a friend, and nothing will ever change that. Period.
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