June flew by before I even knew it was June and July is lagging big time. When life seems to fall from good to bad the pace falls from warps speed to no speed at all. I hate it when every thing good in life spoils all at once and leaves this huge empty feeling and I hate it even more when the few dependable things disappear when you need them the most. Lately I've been in dire need of a best freind but nobody I know can truely handle the crazy-ness of my life. I love who I am and know that I'm confident in my self but when it comes to making the right choice in guys. . . I couldn't get any worse. I attract the ones who are either already taken, recently dumped/divorced, or married!! And they usually end up being between 2 years younger or 10 years (sometimes more) older than me. . . and that is not normal. I'm quickly learning that long distance is also not a good idea but having someone to at least talk to helps... but its just my luck that my best friend/ cush is somewhat bi but dates more guys than girls. stare So here I am feeling like my home is really a hotel I share with my mom and step dad with nobody to really talk to and zero people around me since I live in the middle of nowhere, nowhere. You know. . .
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