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im stupid because i thought it was possible for this one guy to like me. you see on saturday he seemed to be hitting on me or flirting and at my bus stop he kissed me. He kissed me more than once. he then decides to ignore me from know on so i try to find him on the half day and when i do i find out he never liked me he just was pretending or acting so he can make these two other guys jelous because he thinks they like me. i know it's not worth crying over but i cry because hearing that hurt me. he never had the decentcy to call me. if he had just did that on sunday i would be fine instead of this state im in. The worse thing is he ends up with this girl he likes and this thing probly doesn't even affect him while i end up alone and hurt. truthfly i have liked or had an intrest since the first time i saw him and that was last year at the chess tournament but know i never what to see him again. he is lucky that my friends make empty threat. the sad thing is i can't even spell corrcetly. i hate this day. crying crying