So, life has been... blah lately.
I've been kind of drifting off away from the people I used to care about. Its hard to try to care anymore about the important things when everything around me is getting messed up. But, I suppose its for the best. Really, most of the people around me end up getting hurt anyways so by kind of walking off on my own I don't have to worry about protecting them.
I've been pretty lost lately. I've been fighting a lot. Got into a scuffle with my brother. I lost pretty badly. Messed up my shoulder when I poped it out of place trying to get to him. I don't even remember what the fight was about.
Almost got into a fight at the bar. I was pretty drunk and bumbed out. Went outside and got high as a kite and some dude kept giving me s**t. Not sure what really happened, all I know is that the booze hit me all at once and I blacked out. Woke up home with a bloody knuckle.
I don't know. Times are tough I guess. 'Fight the good fight' they say. I just don't see it. All I do is hide in my room until its dark. Go out for a few hours, do whatever and get ******** up, then come home and go to work a few hours later.
Ah well. I have to go to class. You know what might be fun? Just keep driving.
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