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*whimper*
well today iis just great.....i wish. i get up and there is a note on the door that said 'dont go anywhere today and dont make any phone calls', up in till that point i was going to go find a job so my mom would shut up but if i went tout i would get killed so i stayed home, and played x-box, i wanted to talk to rebecca but well i couldnt make phone calls. well mom finally gets home around 1 pm and has stuff for me to put together like the crappiest shelf i have ever seen, and it is so hard top put together, you have to put the clamps on the legs for the shelves to sit on and when you put the shelves on the clamps break off and mom had to have them and the prefect height and i finally just told her off and the worst thing about it is that i had to do this in the dog room and pratically the whoule time im standing in dog piss, and i started to complain about it and moms rambles on about how the dog feed and clothe me, i let her have it at that point, i turned around and said no, these dogs dont hold a candle to what dad has done and makes by getting shot at. i finally gave up on the dammm shelf.....i need to take a shower.........yesterday was better tho! i was ultra friskey and calm too. and i even told her things that i havent told anyone else, and came to the realziation that i let her do things that i dont let anyone else do. and i caid some of the most cheesiest stuff. rebecca said some hott things that make me love her even more. i love rebecca, with all my past relationships i liked the person but not like rebecca, i always felt empty and when im with rebecca i feel......whole like there no void and i feel so secure and calm too....*whimper* i miss my becca
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