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Your confusing,your frustrating, only one I know thats loving and hating.
I don't understand what you want from me, you want to stay you want
to go,mentally your just losing control.

Arms rapped and embrace,but tell me to my face,im ignored,
talking to her more,don't want to be near anyone,from the
one you love,for you run,what the hell is wrong?

what are you saying,have you finally got bored,sick,
theres a problem that you cant get rid of it,
am i to much to handle?

"say these words,spill-out is a mess,anxiety and all the stress,
to our selfs is the biggest harm,relief when the blade cuts the
arm,what is it that you want,the memory of you to be remembered
or forgot,ill always be here,even from us you disappear."

how quickly we can make the marks fade away,
when the blue sky's cry black and gray,
am i to hard to walk out on,another re-run

pain affected on you is the scares imprinted
on me too,just not thinking straight,
head spins, relations in a decaying state.

shadow to yourself,afraid to open
your mouth,fear of causing a war
giving in more and more

"say these words,spill-out is a mess,anxiety and all the stress,
to our selfs is the biggest harm,relief when the blade cuts the
arm,what is it that you want,the memory of you to be remembered
or forgot,ill always be here,even from us you disappear."

pulling my hair out,scared to talk so i'll shout,
to get the point across, want to stay or are we lost?
theres something wrong,please ******** tell,not important
just not doing that well. Keys to this heart opened to locked,
afraid to move but you gotta walk.

"say these words,spill-out is a mess,anxiety and all the stress,
to our selfs is the biggest harm,relief when the blade cuts the
arm,what is it that you want,the memory of you to be remembered
or forgot,ill always be here,even from us you disappear."

falling and slipping on this landslide of this relationship,
like stepping on a land mind,sick of this s**t.