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hey i dont know what to say,
i dont know what to write, caught in the middle,
losing taste in what i like.

my passions are slowly dieing,bleeding out,
worthless ideas.

searching but im not finding,the inspiration
that melted deep inside.

unhelpful spark,im social,but not listening
trying to hard to focus on the fading
glycerin.

cant understand my own voice,
earseing words considering the worng choice

and you say...

"h~e~y you, the one coming up with this,
no good turning it all to waste. Empty thoughts
but im awake, pen in hand yet im drawing a blank,
h~e~y there,wordless paper to i stare,what can i say?,
everything despite,can't think and i don't know what to write"

used to be so easy,just roll of the tongue,
creatively is rejected,cant hear the bell to be rung.

i don't do it for you,just to satisfy,
for all to read to get by.

guess you can't like how it is,
im trying my very best.

you say its my worst,you to me im pushed,
i keep going, running into a wall,
speechless tired to stall.

and you say....

"h~e~y you, the one coming up with this,
no good turning it all to waste. Empty thoughts
but im awake, pen in hand yet im drawing a blank,
h~e~y there,wordless paper to i stare,what can i say?,
everything despite,can't think and i don't know what to write"


your adding the pressure,im writing my problems,
im emptying my head all over again. Im contemplating
the nothingness awaiting,stuck in the haze somehow,
in a wordless phase right now,
and i say....to you...ideas taken away...

"h~e~y you, the one coming up with this,
no good turning it all to waste. Empty thoughts
but im awake, pen in hand yet im drawing a blank,
h~e~y there,wordless paper to i stare,what can i say?,
everything despite,can't think and i don't know what to write"

hey i don't know what to say, i don't know what to write,
i don't know what to think.....falling down its like reaching my height.