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Don't ask i know,what it feels to be alone,
i sit and i stand, the only one offering a hand.

I cringe, i crawl,not worth it to lose it all.
your here,im there,across the battlefield i stare..

didn't know much about who you are,
forget about me,guessing never got to far.

"maybe its me,the only one that cares to see,
how it will unfold, this story and why its being tolled.
please don't check me, as i am perfectly un-happy,
just had to realize,you can take and break everything
in a forsaken life."

here is were i stay, in my mind,outside is were i play,
gently spins around,until,on me it comes crashing down.

all the love,yet we seem to fight,nothings perfect,
i know im right.

it kills me to see you sad,even know its me who got
you mad.

as the day travels on,the space in between,
is left and gone.


"maybe its me,the only one that cares to see,
how it will unfold, this story and why its being tolled.
please don't check me, as i am perfectly un-happy,
just had to realize,you can take and break everything
in a forsaken life."

Hey you,can i share a guilty secret?,safe and trust for you to keep it.
What to do,for you i don't want to lose,just don't want to leave her,
step back,need a breather......................what am i saying?,going crazy,
no more time,cant make up my ******** mind.

"maybe its me,the only one that cares to see,
how it will unfold, this story and why its being tolled.
please don't check me, as i am perfectly un-happy,
just had to realize,you can take and break everything
in a forsaken life."

dont ask i know,what it feels to be alone,i lay awake,from you is what i take,
i just cant bring it up,maybe i should leave it.....alone