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Today could of been the day of my miseable cold hearted life. I was strolling along the halls of Junior college when I came across the school's swimming pool. I just wanted to jump in the deep end and drift away from this world, because I know that I can't swim worth a damn like my life. Kinda like the Blue October song "into the ocean". Sometimes I wish that I did join the army and was the one on the news that was killed in a roadside bombing. Last night I slept outside in the freezing temperature to see if I would live or not the next morning. As it turns out I'm still alive.