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Well...
Well it seems like I ******** up my life once again. I don't know, but maybe this time, this time its my last time I put up my gear. I know that I say this line more than anything, but it feels like its not worth living anymore. If I don't get back on gaia within three days (the time I need to look within myself) its no one to blame but my stupid selfish, shitty, worthless, good for nothing, bring only pain to the one I love, and cold hearted self. Ana, I'm sorry that I made you feel like I didn't want to be your boyfriend anymore. A part of me still is, but what you saw mostly was me being stupid, selfish jerk. I love you Ana, but I don't think that I could really prove it to you anymore. Maybe this is good bye, I'm sorry that I broke my promises and went back on my words. Also you were never my last pick of the bottom of the barrel, you are the cream of the crop, eventho you don't believe that you are. If I had chance to choose a girlfriend from the beginning I would pick you Anastasia, but this time treated you differently. More loving and caring, instead how I made you felt our whole time together. I'm sorry... if only I was a better boyfriend to you from the beginning. I love you eventho I'm a black, cold hearted b*****d or a*****e and dont have the right to say it.
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