Is it alright with u if i just stand here screaming for awhile...
I'm not sure if i can take all that's coming my way...
When there is nothing u can do, how are u suppose to react?
I'm i just suppose to stand here, doing nothing? Watching the scene unfold no matter who is hurt in the process?!
One thing after another, the threads are all coming undone. This tapestry of life that i've spun.
U're probably reading this and are like are u not going to tell us what's bothering u?
*sighs* somethings r beyond my control, but i'm also very worried and a little scared, s**t like this.... can end friendship and more.
Let's start off with my 'friend' problem. Yes i'm aware that guys can be REALLY stupid. But when u've known someone for over 13yrs ...you'd think that u know them... then one day u turn around and alls u see is this stranger.
He moved out of his grandfathers house, is either living in his car that is apparently now up for sell, or living with his jailbait girlfriend and her mother.
He's big bro says he got a tat, not just one but 2. one of them just happens to be on his chest with his name and his gf's name & forever.
I'm seriously discussed and disappointed in him. It's not that i have anything against tats i think some of them can be pretty cool....
But he's not the forever kind and having such a permanent thing on his body was incredibly stupid of him.
2nd i've met this underage girlfriend of his... she's.... hard to explain, but he's was quickly wrapped around her finger and i seriously can't figure out y, she's... evil or something, the vib... seriously needs work.
Now family... *sighs* My 'fav' cousin is ruining her life and she's a treasure of our family and i'm the blacksheep, but i take pride in the fact that i'm a blacksheep!
She got kicked out of her apartment, no one knows where she is living, lost her job at the mall and is apparently working as.... redface a stripper... my aunts are aware of this and yet she is golden. I go to school and hold a job & i'm a blacksheep, weird huh?
Sure my cuz goes out on dates, i don't, she's had a couple of boyfriends, and i havn't, she's disrespectful & drinks, i try my best to be respectful as possible and i'm not into drinking or smoking.
now 2nd family issue. One of my aunts several years ago got married to an a*****e... She had a great guy and she married this thing... she had even been oh-so nice to threaten me in a store to disown me if i didn't parsipate in her wedding- successfully making me cry by the way. i was only about 12/13
So she got married to a guy that has a... incomplete background- things didn't add up, someone turned up died the list went on. But she turns a blind eye to everything, living is some damned fantasy world or something.
I was fine with that, she i pretty much hate the guy, but he was her problem...
He gives me the creeps and my dog nearly broke through our bay window-door just to get at him and u know what he did, the a** just laughed! My dog's never reacted that way to ANYONE, his air was on end, fangs all bared out.... wow i know
So they went to Arizona recently and he smuggled an illegal cactus home.
Y r they illegal u ask? hmm i dunno possibly to do with the fact that scorpions choose such a place for there home. It's already happened before, a family brought home a cactus and a week letter was wondering y it was moving... it had a family of scorpions living in it!
So now 'he' brings this thing home and i'm really worried. Scorpions can be really small and they could carry the damn things to other places like my grandmothers house. ...and not only that but he now sells insurance... so he could have he's three boys insure and if i don't know a scorpion stung them he'd get a hell of a lot of money.
I don't maybe i don't have a right to be worried, what do u think?
the guy's suspicious and i don't trust him, lets put it this way if we could stranded in the depths of the jungle and he had a gun... well even if he didn't i would take my chances with the wild animals hands down. That guy just really gives me that 'u not safe' feeling.
*sighs* anyway those are just the main things that i've been bugging out lately. Thanks for taking ur time to here me out.
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