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Commented on: Fri May 09, 2008 @ 04:54pm


	fafsa is stupid... you have to include your parent's financial info until your 25 or married--they never paid for s**t

Commented on: Fri May 09, 2008 @ 07:30pm


	i really don't think you know what its like to have bills and not be able to pay them--and then now.. everything is fine again.. and even little things, like i can get matt's room set up how he wants it i can go to the store and pick up a few extra things without worrying about it i can ******** drop $100 on gas for the truck and know that I won't be charged an overdraft fee finally

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Commented on: Sat May 10, 2008 @ 09:13pm


	great... i'm too tired to sleep xp

Commented on: Sun May 11, 2008 @ 12:37pm


	and now i have a 2002 honda rebel.... what the hell did i buy that one for? Nobody needs 3 motorcycles... xd

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Commented on: Tue May 13, 2008 @ 04:23am


	am i awake? really? because i feel like my head is still asleep

Commented on: Tue May 13, 2008 @ 04:29am


	yes.. hurt inside and out.. i just love that maybe thats' why i feel asleep

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Commented on: Tue May 13, 2008 @ 04:35am


	yes.. hurt inside and out.. i just love that maybe thats' why i feel asleep

Commented on: Tue May 13, 2008 @ 04:36am


	yeah, i'm not awake yet, well.. i'm half-away my body is up, but my heads stull asleep xp

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Commented on: Wed May 14, 2008 @ 08:06pm


	the girls always want jello shots.. sighs i don't like making them, they're messy, takes a while, and i'm not even having any

Commented on: Wed May 14, 2008 @ 11:44pm


	wow.. this is a bad idea.. what am i doing?

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Commented on: Thu May 15, 2008 @ 03:31am


	no, its not a bad idea, it was a compulsive idea

Commented on: Thu May 15, 2008 @ 03:58pm


	it opens in 2 minutes.. whee

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Commented on: Thu May 15, 2008 @ 04:18pm


	okay.. july 11th at 1pm i can't forget that before i tell her

Commented on: Thu May 15, 2008 @ 06:22pm


	Brandy, if your trying to make me feel like s**t, its working so congrats maybe that will clear up some of the confusion

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Commented on: Thu May 15, 2008 @ 08:23pm


	i dont feel confused anymore, and that's really nice

Commented on: Thu May 15, 2008 @ 09:38pm


	i also don't want to be "saved" from marrying her or something i'm the one that called to set up when and no, i'm not chaning my mind, and she's not going to treat me like crap or dirt or even dirt-crap and i'm not going to be unhappy after the "newness" wears off

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Commented on: Fri May 16, 2008 @ 09:03pm


	ooooh.. i get it yes, i you complain about me not being online as much, that just means you aren't going to be this is how it always seems to work yet.. i'm still on at the same time

Commented on: Sat May 17, 2008 @ 07:42pm


	http://video.google.com/videosearch?q=heavy+metal&hl=en&sitesearch= hahaha, i forgot about this its totally better if your high though--it almost makes sense

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Commented on: Mon May 19, 2008 @ 06:43am


	too stoned to sleep xd

Commented on: Mon May 19, 2008 @ 07:05am


	i dont think 'ii feel good tomrrow

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Commented on: Mon May 19, 2008 @ 06:31pm


	so... even when i'm asleep and dreaming my mom rejects me? awesome stare

Commented on: Wed May 21, 2008 @ 07:33pm


	....so i'm gone for a little while and shut out? i was excited someone posted my bail.. but now what's the point of being out if nobody gives a ********?

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Commented on: Wed May 21, 2008 @ 07:35pm


	i guess rocky is excited that i'm home, he's the only one not bitching at me and gina didn't find out, so i'm seeing matt today too

Commented on: Wed May 21, 2008 @ 07:38pm


	why the ******** am i even on gaia now anyways?

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Commented on: Sat May 24, 2008 @ 06:33pm


	or.. i was up all night playing metal gear solid, beat that, went to bed for an hour, couldn't sleep, so started changing the breaks on the truck--noticed a problem, may have to take it somewhere because the E-brake is ******** up my rear breaks.. that's why they wore down a little quicker than normal..

Commented on: Sun May 25, 2008 @ 05:17pm


	wait.. isn't your b-day tomorrow? i'm sure it was

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Commented on: Tue May 27, 2008 @ 07:38pm


	ohh... that was not good, how did i miss that completely? i even remembered the day before

Commented on: Tue May 27, 2008 @ 09:06pm


	i answered all the questions the best i could, i didn't get mad, and i didn't leave but you got mad, you left, and you didn't even listen to me and you wanted to ask the questions in the first place what the hell did i do? i did what you asked i don't want coke though i think it would be out of my system before they test for other stuff.. i think think its there fore more than a few days.. no.. but thereis still some here or i could go to work early--that would help no... i dont wanat to go to work nobody's off work for another couple hours ****** i can go riding.. noo, its raining st.. i have to find something to do

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Commented on: Tue May 27, 2008 @ 09:29pm


	that's.. amazing.. the feeling of needing to take something actually went away i wonder it that's how most everyone else works

Commented on: Wed May 28, 2008 @ 04:39am


	its stupid, i feel dizzy, and its been a week since i had anything i guess it makes sense why its worse at night, since i basically always had something in my system by now, or in a few hours from now now i never know what to do when i get off work, before it was always "use ___" something.. now i have to find something to do that isn't what i normally did

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Commented on: Wed May 28, 2008 @ 04:59am


	i just want to make plates the rest of the night.. not have to think of anything besides making plates

Commented on: Thu May 29, 2008 @ 04:54am


	maybe i really can't do it

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Commented on: Fri May 30, 2008 @ 04:31am


	i think all my brain chemicals are busy screwing each other or something.. and i know thats not possible, but that's what it feels like and i have no idea what's going on up there

Commented on: Fri May 30, 2008 @ 04:40am


	this is stupid.. i could make it all go away by having just a little.. besides, its not like tomorrow this isn't going to happen again, and for however many nights, i wouldn't have to do that--i'm so tired of this

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Commented on: Fri May 30, 2008 @ 04:51am


	how long is this going to last? its been more than a week

Commented on: Fri May 30, 2008 @ 04:58am


	proud of me? maybe its just weird since nobody says things like that.. usually its just "well, you shouldn't have started" which, is true i dont think i like that.. it was weird, i'm used to what i usually hear and it makes more sense

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Commented on: Fri May 30, 2008 @ 05:02am


	sorry.. wasn't trying to weird you out or anything.. =/

Commented on: Sat May 31, 2008 @ 04:23am


	well you don't have to say sorry xp i'm just saying, i don't usually get to hear things like that, so my brain doesn't know how to process it

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Commented on: Sun Jun 01, 2008 @ 03:42pm


	i wish she wouldnt freak out so much, so some girl was sitting on my lap, she wasn't doing anything else, and wasn't leaning against me or anything i think her being mad the rest of the night was a little excessive--and so is this headache, leave me alone!

Commented on: Sun Jun 01, 2008 @ 04:02pm


	i hope thats like.. 10 weeks at least

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Commented on: Mon Jun 02, 2008 @ 04:46pm


	hmm... the court thing was fine, so why do i still feel stressed out?

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