Couldn't think of a better name.
Honestly, I was a little optimistic when I started my "semi-quest" for this Devil Tail you want, but there is no way.
I am not going to buy your love, and I can't.
Have one of your Gaia-rich friends do it, because 35m isn't possible for lil' old me.
You're torturing me enough.
Besides, you already say there was no love to buy, so why the hell am I supposed to try.
I can't prove anything to you, and I will NEVER be good enough for you. My best isn't worth it.
My years of mistakes are more painful than something that happened because I was bored and made a bad choice.
For that you're saying I want to go out and fill holes, and that I bring all of this attention on myself.
I ******** hate the attention, and I have for a long time.
I don't want to fill any holes.
I don't know why I bother with anything, or anyone anymore.
Because what I do is not good enough and it's never been good enough. I can't try hard enough to show you that I love you, or that I really do care for you.
I just can't do it.
It's killing me.
Pretty much literally now.
If I tried to explain any further into what happened, you wouldn't ******** believe me.
I didn't lie about it, I just tried really hard to push it out of my mind. Besides, if I had told you, you would have done this anyway. At least I kept you happy for a little while.
I gave you what you wanted then, but now your demands are just.. unreal.
So, I'm sorry I fail you once again.
But you knew when you said it that I couldn't do that.
Mmkay, I'm done.
Just had to get that out of my head.
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