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Rant, rant, rant.. Fair warning, it's long.


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My ********' headphones broke.
Ya know, I finally broke down and bought myself a seemingly nice, I had heard they were nice, pair of headphones.
Silver and white.
Skullcandy.
And as Caroline said like a blonde, "It has an L on it!"

They were pretty decent. Didn't fit like I wanted them to on my ears, but eh.
Whatev.

Anyway.
I plugged them into my MP3 player and then went to rest them around my neck and they just ******** snapped.
Early in the morning too.
I had a whole ******** day to spend in the car, and that crap just has to happen.

That only started out my extremely annoying day.
Next my grandfather wants to "show us where he came from".
Right, whatever.
On the trip down there I got to drive 30 miles, going 60. biggrin
That was pretty cool until he started yelling at me.
Yeah, let's go ahead and freak me out some more.

Well, all my grandfather and his lovely girlfriend could do after that was yell at us.
She was telling me to be nice.
He was trying to be smart, and failing.

I was trying to be nice.. but when all he can do is yell at me, I can't be nice.
The night before, I was reminding him how his daughter was screwing me out of tuition money.
I was reminding him because she is my only hope for college tuition.
Which sucks all in itself.
If I was kidnapped.
And it was all up to her to find me, I would just tip over whatever chair I was tied to and start beating my head on the floor.

I HATE that woman.

Anyway, back on topic. When I brought up getting the tuition money from my grandfather, all he could do was yell at me. Express to me how dumb he thought I was for attending a 2 year college and not a 4 year. He was also ranting and raving about how no one ever tells him these things. No one ever asks. Which is complete and total bullshit.
I called him every time I could to remind him of the tuition money he assured me would be there when I needed it for college.
But he wouldn't allow me to have it.
He wouldn't allow me to have details about.
All I was allowed to know is that it's there.

Hence why I gave up and started applying for scholarships and financial aid.

-Sigh-

My week has definitely been eventful.

My grandfather came down and I've been visiting with him since Monday night, against my will, mind you.

So I've been fighting with him, sleeping and causing trouble at the stuck up hotel we were staying in.

The only thing that kept me "sane" was escaping with Caroline, or when I talked to Jared on the phone for about 3 hours each night. XD
Not sure how we came up with enough stuff to talk about, but it definitely wasn't dull, and I went to bed with a smile on my face.
So I guess that's good.
Though I will admit, William helped a great deal with that too.
I still think he's the only person in my life who actually.. knows me.
Which is awesome but sad at the same time.
No one cares about.. me anymore.
They care about my.. parts.
Oh well, I'm content with 3 kickass friends in my life.
Tai's at least pretended to listen, and has remembered a lot. He enjoys laughing with me at my family, and spending ours staring at the TV. Katamriii.
Jared's a new friend, but already he seems pretty cool. He's not only interested in one thing, which is why he went from eh, to cool in 5 seconds. XD
Now, William. He's gotta be the only person I can semi-trust. He's hurt me. I've hurt him. But in the end, we're still friends. He's the only person I've taken the time to know, and he's the only person who's taken the time to know me back. He knows just how I operate.
Woo.
Though, I will say. Spike is pretty damn awesome, too.
Spike missed me a whole lot.
When Bam and I pulled up at the house, he was sitting at the door meowing.
It was kyuuute.

If anyone ever needs a good air freshener.
Get one of those.. Glade? light show things.
Homg yummy and awesome.

Um..

What else..
My grandfather wants me to give my mother another chance.

Har.

I guess besides that I'm doing okay.
I'm listening to angry music, working and sleeping.
My life is getting uneventful again.
Which is bad.

Maybe it will pick up in a week or two.
May be getting a tattoooo.
Woo.

We'll see.


I should be asleep.

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Good Songs to Look For:

Sometimes I Can't Make It Alone by Mae
Remembering Sunday by All Time Low
All Over You by The Spill Canvas
That's What You Get by Paramore
Stand in the Rain by Superchick
Who Knew by Pink

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