i hurt i hurt i hurt i hurt i hurt i hurt i hurt. it is my own fault. No one else is to be blamed. Still, i hurt i hurt i hurt i hurt i hurt.
It is always nice to know when you are feeling depressed and are incapable of screaming out, no one is there for you. i hate this. i hate the damned isolation. It never solves anything for me. i can't stand being alone. i do much better being with a bad person than by myself in someone else's posession. i hate this. What i hate most is no matter what you do for anyone, when you are alone and hurting, no matter what you whisper, no one ever responds. There is no amount of preparation one can do for this. Nothing will change it. Again i have to embrace the fact that i don't need anyone and to give up my poor choices. It hurts. But i do have to forge my own way since no one wants to be a part of it.
i ******** hurt.
It is always nice to know when you are feeling depressed and are incapable of screaming out, no one is there for you. i hate this. i hate the damned isolation. It never solves anything for me. i can't stand being alone. i do much better being with a bad person than by myself in someone else's posession. i hate this. What i hate most is no matter what you do for anyone, when you are alone and hurting, no matter what you whisper, no one ever responds. There is no amount of preparation one can do for this. Nothing will change it. Again i have to embrace the fact that i don't need anyone and to give up my poor choices. It hurts. But i do have to forge my own way since no one wants to be a part of it.
i ******** hurt.
