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you probably dont want to read anything on this page what the ****** is this st?! she's leaving until I "make up my mind"? what the hell, i thought i already did ********, is this because of yesterdayor the day before? how do i suck at everything?

Posted by: mxvsatv Sat Aug 30, 2008 @ 05:34pm

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Commented on: Sat Aug 30, 2008 @ 05:40pm


	yeh.. and leae it in a note so i have even less to go off of sure, why the hell not

Commented on: Sat Aug 30, 2008 @ 05:46pm


	at least she's at her friends house and not her parents house i dont need her dad hassling me about this too, but what the hell do i do now?

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Commented on: Sat Aug 30, 2008 @ 08:37pm


	well, i can't just sit here at my desk.. maybe if i do some homework or something?

Commented on: Sat Aug 30, 2008 @ 09:34pm


	i'm not going to be able to write this paper i keep thinking about basically everything else

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Commented on: Sat Aug 30, 2008 @ 10:04pm


	okay.. so i call you to tell you that i wanted to be with you and that's why i married you in the first place but thats not enough? you need me to tell you that i love you too? why wasn't this an issue back in July or June even?

Commented on: Sat Aug 30, 2008 @ 10:12pm


	well, what is she going to say if i refuse? i din't really want to lie about it and how come years of my behavior showing how i dont love you was brought up? if i could remember more, i probably wouldhave had more to say

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Commented on: Sat Aug 30, 2008 @ 10:14pm


	and that was the most adorable thing i have seen all day the doorbell rang twice in a row and I opened the door and an elemtary school girl asked "do you want to buy anything?" and had one of those school catelog things for selling s**t how can i refuse that?

Commented on: Sat Aug 30, 2008 @ 11:06pm


	i suck at deciding things like this

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Commented on: Sat Aug 30, 2008 @ 11:11pm


	i still have to figure out what the hell started this was it thursday or last night? both? or was it just a matter of time? cause really, i thought i doing what i was supposed to minus.. days like thursday and yesterday

Commented on: Sun Aug 31, 2008 @ 04:21pm


	aww, that was nice Ash thought it was her fault and came over yesterday, and she stayed the night--and i didn't have to sleep in there by myself

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Commented on: Sun Aug 31, 2008 @ 07:37pm


	i really can't decide though i've always sucked at that, and i've tried in a lot of ways, but nothing ever wroks

Commented on: Sun Aug 31, 2008 @ 09:35pm


	that's not even possible, is it?

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Commented on: Mon Sep 01, 2008 @ 09:07pm


	hmm.. first of july.. so, july and august is over cause now its september a lot less drugs from may through july st, maybe it is possible did she really have to e-mail that though? i mean, no st sherri left how do i get into these messes?

Commented on: Mon Sep 01, 2008 @ 09:19pm


	plus.. she's only 18, she wont even be 19, still 18 that makes me look really bad gonk ******, and i'm going to be 23 when she's 18 still i dont see how this is going to work, i can't be married to someone while someone else is having my child, i mean, that doesn't make any sense--neither does not shooting blanks, when the **** did that happen? i mean, my body needs to make up its **** mind (st, i can't even do that, why should i expect my body to?-I just shouldn't have been so stupid) not to mention i just completely ******** ash's life up, i dont know how she's going to go to school next semester, and i know she really wants to be a nurse no.. her parents, how is it that i just thought of that? her dad is definately going to have something to say i'm surprised she isn't considering an abortion its like she's hell-bent on having it not that, i agree with abortion, but i still think its more logical for her but when i say that she gets defensive so this is.. so confusing how can you be excited and scared to death at the same time?

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