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Commented on: Mon Sep 01, 2008 @ 04:17pm


	hmm... it kinda sucked at first, but now i'm enjoying her being gone that's.. well that's not really good

Commented on: Mon Sep 01, 2008 @ 09:30pm


	nobody ever listens to me

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Commented on: Mon Sep 01, 2008 @ 09:35pm


	wow.. you weren't yell-typing, at least didn't seem like it and you still think she's a slut so everything is basically normal

Commented on: Mon Sep 01, 2008 @ 11:35pm


	I'm pretty sure I loved Rachel but i think that's about it

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Commented on: Tue Sep 02, 2008 @ 06:25pm


	actually.. come to think of it, i think that happened a few times in ny but.. i dont really remember--not just because of the drugs, but because half the time i dont think i was really paying attention/cared but that was kind of at the end of i dont know what you'd call it i just had a bad attitude about women for a while there its just odd cause you stuck around and i ended up needing you but i didn't really like that, so i'd try to get rid of you it just didn't work your a parasite--only a good kind hopefully in one of those mutual relationships where both the parasite and the "victim?" have a benefit though i'm not really sure what i've done thats good

Commented on: Tue Sep 02, 2008 @ 08:38pm


	annnd.... i really don't remember gina, or how long i dated her, probably because i didn't really care, and i definately knew that she was trying to call me to tell me she thought she was pregnant, but i ignored her since i didn't want to deal with it and figured she'd either take care of it on her own, or just assumed that she was crazy and still upset that we had broken up i am seriously a shitty person or at least, was a really shitty person i'm definately not like i was i'm not really sure what changed that, except you popped in and i started thinking differently, so that might have something to do with it i mean, i genuinely felt bad for cheating on you (which didn't make sense to me at the time since our relationship was online)

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Commented on: Tue Sep 02, 2008 @ 09:31pm


	if i would have just dealt with it a while ago, i wouldn't have to now especially after all this new stuff built up pity? I'm pretty sure that pity doesn't make you want to grab onto those hips, and pity doesn't get you excited, it doesn't even make fantasies run through your head there's no way i can go to work sighs its 10am, i just got up, and i already have to take a shower i think i seriously need to be by myself for a while--maybe someone needs to lock me up in iso for a week

Commented on: Wed Sep 03, 2008 @ 09:01pm


	xp you completely missed it, that's great and i just mean, i did idiotic s**t already so.. stop being mad at me, if that's possible i donno if it even is

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Commented on: Thu Sep 04, 2008 @ 01:33am


	i open up the garage door, and your car isn't there neither is the jewelry on the counter, or the masses of shoes on the rug no magazines on the table no pillows neatly placed on the couch no more perfums and lotions on the sink no more bra's hanging over the towel rack even the bathrobe i hung on the back of the door for you isn't there no more cups left on my alternate computer desk but your rings are still on mine no more giggling from the bedroom when your on the phone and no more pink clothes on the floor a few days is fine and long as you come back but you are actually leaving me, and i didn't think that could happen you said it wouldn't

Commented on: Thu Sep 04, 2008 @ 02:26am


	i wonder how long i was out my arm is still asleep

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Commented on: Thu Sep 04, 2008 @ 03:29am


	that's weird.. why'd she log on and not say anything?

Commented on: Thu Sep 04, 2008 @ 03:43am


	i'm not filling it out or signing s**t it'll delay it at the very least

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Commented on: Thu Sep 04, 2008 @ 04:00am


	dammit, no i can't do that if its what she really wants but we should at least talk about it for a while first that doesn't sound unreasonable, i bet she'd go for that

Commented on: Thu Sep 04, 2008 @ 03:27pm


	great.. i guess that call at 4am was "talking about it" then and i'm still to fill out the divorce papers and she's getting the rest of her things now while i'm at school "seperated?" "yeah, that means you can ******** whoever you want to again" but i dont want to

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Commented on: Thu Sep 04, 2008 @ 06:02pm


	i didn't realize that we treated each other like hell i mean, i complain about s**t on here, but everyone has their complaints

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