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Hoo-pla
i think a good long day was enough time
your obviously still mad--making what you feel are you inadequacies my problem

maybe your idea of "not good enough" comes from, the fact that your never going to be able to fulfill all of my needs--not through any of your flaws, but because we're just not set up that way
lying and hiding things from you? right... why would i hide drug use? everyone loves a cokehead
plus, sometimes, i dont like to bring things up because i dont want to think or talk about them

how we deal with intimacy is a little different, but that's really not your business

walking away was never easy, but it would have avoided this thing--then you could go on and not know and probably be better

your fulfilling zero needs now, unless you count betrayal, heartache, insomnia, and general distrust as needs






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mxvsatv
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commentCommented on: Thu Oct 02, 2008 @ 02:55am
your not the same person i liked to talk to before
and i dont know that you'll ever be again

i was upset, now i'm angry
and angry means i dont want to be upset anymore--so now i'm just getting defensive over everything you say and i dont think i'm even really listening anymore

its kinda worthless to drag it on if you decided that you'll basically talk to me.... well never since your never on at the usual times anymore

maybe i'll feel differently in a few days
or after i figure out a way to break my phone and get the insurance on it.. the lg dare was expensive, and i could use the $450 or whatever it was

i'm still thinking.. oops, it fell out of my pocket and onto the ground.. then i ran over it with the truck-not knowing it was there.. and it was crushed...yeah

i like that

plus, durability test!
that sounds somewhat fun at least


commentCommented on: Thu Oct 02, 2008 @ 01:14pm
no.. actually.. you flip out at me whenever your on, except the past couple days where you just avoid me

i've actually been good about it, except like, yesterday, because i no longer want to deal with it.. and you still dont understand what i'm saying and are generalizing it all wrong



mxvsatv
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Nefer-Shai
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commentCommented on: Thu Oct 02, 2008 @ 01:37pm
then explain it, hun, 'cause i'm sure as hell trying to understand


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