O how I love her so much! She makes me feel good. She comforts me when I am sick. She makes my life seem like a God has granted me a glimpse of heaven in the midst of all the hell. She makes me think about going to college and making something of mysef instead of just finding a job that I will loathe for the rest of my life. She inspires me to actually give a damn about anything and everything. She loves me for who I am instead of what I may become. She makes all my troubles go away just by thinking of me. I would trade any and every I own or will ever own just to see her beautifull face at least one time in my life. I just dont get why everyone else in this world has it in for her to suffer. I know I probably crossed the line by trying to solve it for her. Its just a natural reaction I guess but I know she is more than capable of handling herself from any problem that comes along. I have started to write her letter #2 and just putting all my thoughts of her down on paper lightens up my day and makes any bad day into one of the best I can remember. I think of her when I wake up. I think of her on the way to school. I think of her while in class. I think of her while i talk to her. I think of her when i go to bed at night. If i were to ever lose her, I would utterly give up on love. She is all I have and all I will ever need. There is no conselation prize, there is only her, the grand prize. I still can not understand why anyone would ever want to hurt her. She is a great friend to anyone that does not piss her off before she knows you. She will help you through any situation good or bad. There is not one flaw I can ever find in her. One day I will finally meet her, and I will more than likely need to be taken to the hospital. I will need a new heart because i will have given mine to her.
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