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Carl just got a new bombshell dropped on him. Olivia went and got a new boyfriend. Left him in the dirt, and kicked him while he was down. Im a little scared. I think he might hurt someone.

Im stealing the guns. I think I'll go get drunk with him... I've suddenly lost the will to care much anymore. I feel really bad for him. Worse yet, Im friends with Olivia. He thinks I might have been hiding stuff from him.

I kind of wanna cry myself. I think I will. After the beer.

Edit: I really wish I had someone to talk to... But I dont. No one that Im super close to anyways. I dont know why Carl's pain is hurting me so badly. We're both miserable and sort of feeding off each others misery. I really want to cry. No ones happy anymore. I dont know why. Its like everything I know and associate with is ******** up and turns to s**t. I wish I was somewhere else and didnt know the people I do. Then no one would hurt. God damn it! cry