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FREEDOM

Bloody angel you broke my heart
That's why I fell apart

I was lost in your silk wrapped lies
A demon crawles out then screams and cries

It reaches a sharp hand out to me
To make me understand those lies I can't see.

Your kisses were poison, sex--Toxic
Thinking of you makes me sick.

Lover Why'd you lie.
You made my wings ready to fly.

Made my mornings bright and sunny.
Made my evenings melt like honey.

Your caress made me weak
Your love made me forget to speak.

Everytime I was with you...
I felt a feeling I never knew.

Such an extreme happiness
Such a beautiful bliss

How could you do this to us?
Now I am in such a fuss.

My wrists bloody, body sinking
My mind has totally lost all its thinking

The room dark and shading.
My presence is slowly fading.

Holy white candels lit melting in my sepulture's crimson waters.
Overflowing down the sides, creating waxy fowers.

My body nude, thick gashes all over.
Tis' such a shame I did this while sober.

My mind slipping,
demons gripping

My soul is drifting further away
My corpse flat, hair stops it's sway.

My love is now gone, I hear Satan's gong
The angels sing the sadest song.

It's over, it's through,
I'm done with you

Death became my only way out.
I had nothing else but to scream and shout.

I loved you.
But death was the only way through.