Stuck. Unable to help her. Unable to force him.
Her bills are overdue and I can do nothing to help her. My weak optimism just makes her more annoyed. More angry. I can't help her, no matter how much I want to. Because in part. Due to him. Not getting off his lazy a**. He has the seed of counter productivity up his a** all day every day. He lies and procrastinates his way from day to day on broken promises and my fear.
I really just wish. That I wasn't so afraid of losing his friendship. She's right. I wouldn't be losing much of a friendship at the moment. But whenever I say something to him that he doesn't want to hear, he laughs in my face, ignores it, and in the case of some things, does it more to spite me.
My weaknesses will be the death of me. :/
Rayvenica · Sat Mar 27, 2010 @ 06:52pm · 0 Comments |