It's like my heart's trying to jump out of my chest!
It aches but it feels breathtaking at the same time!
Nostalgic, I've felt this before.
But, this time it's different.
Or is it?
I've written a letter but it was too devout.
I'm sure you would have said it was sweet but I couldn't give it to you.
Maybe it was my own cowardice, or I didn't wanna seem desperate.
Who knows what it is.
I don't feel this way all the time but I'm starting too.
I'm too fearful to ever say this but, I think I love you smile lol
I'm bored today I stared at a wall for three hours listening to music.
My mom won't take me to the gym.
My heart's settling maybe cause I actually said it!
That doesn't mean I'll stop being so apprehensive.
But I'll try harder at least mrgreen
I don't feel the same I did when I started typing this.
Either I don't love you or I have commitment issues! lol idk I need a therapist!
I'll call Cheyanne!!! biggrin lol Ta Ta for now!
The stars lean down to kiss you
And I lie awake and miss you
Pour me a heavy dose of atmosphere
Cause I'll doze off safe and soundly
But I'll miss your arms around me
I'll send a postcard to you, dear
Cause I wish you were here
I'll watch the night turn light blue
But it's not the same without you
Because it takes two to whisper quietly
The silence isn't so bad
Till I look at my hands and feel sad
Cause the spaces between my fingers
Are right where yours fit perfectly
I'll find repose in new ways
Though I haven't slept in two days
Cause cold nostalgia chills me to the bone
But drenched in vanilla twilight
I'll sit on the front porch all night
Waist deep in thought because when
I think of you I don't feel so alone
