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I'm oKAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAY!!!!!!!!
I'm okay now!
But you really need to listen to me
Because I'm telling you the truth
I mean this, I'm okay!
(Trust Me)

I'm not okay
I'm not okay
Well, I'm not okay
I'm not ********
I'm not okay
I'm not okay
(Okay)



Lol...Music sure has a way of cheering me up.
It makes me pay attention I guess sorta.
It makes me stop listening to all this incessant noise in my head.
Which reminds me I've been getting horrible ******** headaches.
I don't know what it is, I asked my doctor he said there isn't much he can do.
Where's the ********' medicine when you need it was all I could think of.
They really are annoying though, even rubbing my temples doesn't help.
All these ******** pains...slightly enjoyable, but still I need a break.
I know not what has made me this way!!!!
I got a new phone!
I kinda don't want to give out my number because my phone will be useless.
At least if I don't give out the number I wont be nervous about people calling me.
Though no one ever calls me they usually text me.
On the rare occasion anyone even talks to me when I have a phone.
Though lets pretend for a moment shall we?
"This time will be different!"
Lol...I know it wont be, it might even be worse than before actually now.
At least it'll be easier to coordinate Game Ogre visits with Jessie.
I'd also be able to use Tumblr anywhere I go.
Huge Positives!
The only positives.
If I could just do these things, if I could maybe do these things.
Each and every day wouldn't pass the way that they so often do.
Maybe, just maybe life would be everything we wanted it to be.
HA!!!!!
As if life is a horrible thing!
The sooner everyone realizes the sooner they can become Hedonistic.
Everyone is addicted to hope though. I know I was one of similar condition.
Disappointment is a horrible thing, a side effect of the hope.
Oh, but I digress. This day was okay.
I did nothing productive as usual.
I played Pokemon.
That's about it really.
I didn't start writing until like an hour ago I guess( I don't know the exact time)
I didn't watch any movies today, or t.v. for that manner.
Pretty okay day.
Life Hack:Repeating things makes you believe it more.
.....
I'm done..