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It's refreshing to know that people read my journal...
Yet, now a problem arises, I look down in my journal, and I see that it's not a journal so much as a nine-ten page mix of everything I wrote in the last two years...
So, here goes nothing. I shall now attempt to write a journal entry...
/gets out of chair and gets himself a drink of water/
/sits back down at computer/
/stares blankly at screen/
You know, I can't do this... To me, my day is basically only my lunch period, why? 'cause I get to hang out with the lovely young lady who I have a crush on, AND just so happens to have access to my journal...
She knows I, and my freind/rival (I wish), have a crush on her. And I know she wants to be freinds...
Yet, I just can't help thinking...
WHY AM I IN ONE OF THESE STUPID-TEENAGE-SOAP-OPERA-LIKE-SITUATIONS?
AAARGH... It's just so irritating... I just can't help but feel nervous around her ...
I try to be natural, I try to be myself...
but I get nervous.
I start doing really stupid things, like, idunno..
making lame jokes...
Writing stupid poems in spanish,
You know, I just don't care...
I can get over this stupid crush if I don't want to have it...
I don't know what to do.
Even good ol' Antione has told me that he doesn't know what to do...
He usually gives me the best advice, too...
This may seem really out of place in my journal... but this is what is going on in my head...
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