Then all hell broke loose and my mother started screaming and my father yelled at my little brother for a it, leaving me and my friend to sit on the sidewalk and just look at people who walked by. Well eventually a crossdresser came by and he was all decked out in Gothic gear, so Kati took a picture with him.
Shortly after this picture was taken, we got on B.A.R.T. and went home the rest of the way in the car. Kati plans on going back for my 18th b-day which is in
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Anyway...we got home late at night so Kati spent the night to save everyone some time. The next day went on without any problems to start with. I was overjoyed at the fact I was a shoe in for the college I wanted to go to. Then I should have guess what would come next. The college is a very hands on place so you hardly do any book work (neat I know) and my parents started yelling at me, telling me how im not a hard worker and how Im not a group person, and that I procrastinate until the last minute. What they don't know is, Im not a group person because there is no group effort, im left doing all the work in a group, and I hate it, so I tend not to do a good job because, its just me. I have no motive to do any better than a C average project. I tried to assure them that I would do better now that others were there to help, but they refused to listen. They would have none of my "excuses". Basically what it all means is, they dont want to pay for a private college, even though Ive been accepted. Ive strived my whole time in highschool to get accepted to this college, only to find out my parents were pretending to support the whole thing. It really pisses me off when your parents make you believe them, and then they turn around and slam it all in your face.
I still want to go to the A.I. really bad, but with my parents refusing to pay for a private college, I need a job more than ever to get things done. Back to the highschool story, I said in my last entry that my father would find some way to change his mind and send me back to that crap hole school. Well I was right, my father has decided that I must be his willing slave all week (this started on monday) until nexy monday (when school starts) to prove im responsable enough to be home schooled. First this was an unconditional event, and now hes saying that all summer this was the agreement. I was just going to go with it at first, because I hate my school, but then the chores got out of hand. I was doing everything for everyone, including doing my little brothers chores and I refused to do it anymore. I was cooking dinner and my mother took it away from me saying my application was more important (last job app of the summer) and so i went and started filling it out. When I was done I went to go finish cooking dinner, but my mother was done, no biggy. I hopped into the shower and was getting ready for bed when she came into my room and said "I cooked dinner for your lazy a**, so now you get to do the dishes." I was absolutley livid over this and told her to ******** off.
I went to bed and in the morning after she called me and started yelling at me about how in not getting home schooled now because I refused to pick up after her. SHe told my father a big fat lie as usual and got him mad at me, but I told him what really happened and he seemed more forgiving. When he got home, I was doing my assigned chores (hadn't gotten to doing my little brothers yet) and he said we should go get a movie and some candy. After having worked most of the day away (this was yesterday) I figured it wouldnt hurt. We went out, got the movies (3 of em) and then came home. We were just getting ready to sit down and watch them, when my mother came home and started going off about how the house wasnt clean. I had done all my chores, and my little brother had been with her the whole day, so I figured he would do his chores when he got home, but apparently I was supposed to have a 2 acre house cleaned in half a day or less. I can't take this bullshit from them, making all these ungodly demands from me and when I can't do them as fast as they wat, they tell me im not getting home schooled. Today I woke up sick and didn't feel like getting out of bed, so i went back to sleep and woke up at 1:30, I hopped into the shower and then just as I was getting out, the phone rang and it was my boyfriend.
I told him I had to do chores and that I would call him later, he said okay, and then I called Kati to ask her about how the interview was going to happen (group thing) that her and I were both going to. About 10 minutes after I get on the phone with Kati, my mom comes home and starts screaming at me that I havent done any of my chores, when I was just finished getting dressed and was going for the vaccume. I was forced to get off the phone with Kati to get yelled at some more, and then I got the "Ive given up on you" speach and then I just dove into my room where ive stayed since 4:10pm
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