So Justin totaly kissed me at the game last friday. It wasn't much but he still kissed me. And I really dont wanna break his heart, ya know? But I love Carlos, its like he doesn''t understand that. I dont think I understand that. And i sorta think Zach is cute, it that wierd way, hell I dont know what it is with that kid but I love him, and Dolton is hot, its true, and So is Travis, Carlos's cousin. Danny is slowly comming into the picture, he is cute and flirty and really good to me. He wasn't mad that our history porject came out bad, it was only me and him, and when he broke his arm everything sorta went down hill. When I tols him I was sorry he said, "You dont have to be sorry Alex. I was the one that broke my arm. Besides, whatever you do is good enough for me." I think I might like him. Steven already had his chance with me, but he royaly ******** that one up. And he said be broke up with me becuse I kissed another guy. Are you kidding me? I had never been kissed before, before Justin anyways. And No one talks s**t aout me and gets away with it, ya know? Just becuase your at another lunch, doesn't mean I wont hear it. I might see Carlos at Whitney and Aly's vollyball game tomarrow. I have to ask him if he beat Estero at there game today, I hope he did, he was pretty upset that they lost to Port Charolette last week. I dont care if he wins or loses, I said he did good enough for me. I told him that last week, and he got all serious and happy and was like "Thanks Ally." I was so happy. He makes me so happy, even if he has Carly and i'm not even in that relm of possiblity in his mind. I love him anyway. And thats really all that matters.
-Alex
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