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The house is empty now. Dark is on cruise for a long long time. And Xaiver and his wife went on vacation for 2 weeks. Now im home alone. All my friends are on cruise, minus the ones who are on Gaia of course. It kind of sucks. Ive been buried in work and school for the past 2 weeks. Kind of why I havent been online, and when i am i occasionally get short with people. My appologies. School is boring. Sadly, I know most of what there is to know already. Theres nothing new. First time I can say that and know im right actually. But, its a technical thing why Im here. I didnt want to go to japan again anyways. Least not for a measily 3 months anyways.

My girl problems are begining to tone down. I told her again, flat out why I dont want a relationship at all. She didnt like that too much. It ended up with us being friends still, for which im grateful. She'll prolly be odd for a few days/weeks until she sorts it out. Me, im relieved.

PT is killing me. I work out more now than before. My body aches a lot now, and my muscles are all strained. It hurts to get up. Because my body is trying to build so much of itself back up, im always tired. But that doesnt stop me for trudging on. It keeps me occupied now that everyone around where I am is gone. Im so lonely. Thats why im glad I have sweet friends on Gaia. Prolly the only reason im still sane. You all have no idea.

Carrots made a weird post today in ace's thread. I suppose it might be nothing, or she was in an odd mood... but even so i got a weird vib. You ok Carrots? sweatdrop