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Iam so confused in what to do with my self with my life i thought i had it right where everything would be great but then everything stuffs up when me and my BF at the time break up i am still taking it really hard and i am trying to be strong and put on a brave face but sometimes it just gets to you and i want him back more then anything since we have been apart my love for him has grown stronger aaand everytime i see him my heart melts and i fall in love all over again but yeet he hurt me so much but i love him with all my heart and i dont know what to do if anyone has advice greatly appreciated well for now we are best friends but i want him to be my BF again we get along great and i couldnt ask for more of a wonderful person then he is to be around and with and i love him that much it hurts, i tell him everything and he tells me everything i just dont know what to do my life on one side is good i move into my own place this saturday my own place biggrin and i have some great friends and nearly all off my friends are true to there word.

So besides my break up i do have positive things i work and dont bludge off other people i will be looking into studying as well and getting another job to paay my bills i work 2 hours aaway as it is but with Valentines day coming up it isnt helping that much sine the break up wasnt that long ago and we were together for so long.

i love him so much what am i to do