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my life There's this guy who has and intrest in me and I have an intrest in him. His name is nathan. I hope I spelt that right. The two of us have a lot of stuff in common and he's really nice. Im just not sure if I want or an ready to let him in. I don't want anyone in my heart anymore. It's just to painfull. Life is pain so I have to get used to it. I was told by a friend to give him a chance and see how it works out and if it doesn't then I should be just friends. I still want to be with toan but I know it won't work. In a way we live in seprate world's. Me and toan don't have much in common. He doesn't even like me anymore. why I think in my head he'll give me a chance I don't know why. Maybe Im just dallsionual. I have decided to give nathan a chance and see if maybe I can be happy and recover from my deprsion. stare or so my mom belives I am. who knows. If some how toan gives me a reason to hold out then nothing might change my desicion. I know your proble reading this nathan and im sorry for what I said and am about to say. I will go out with nathan as long as he never falls in love with me and relizes that if given a chance from toan I would take it. I know it's mean what Im saying so I would understand nathan if you change your mind about me. Truthfully im not a nice person despite what people think. I wonder what your thinking right now?

Posted by: Happypanda Wed Feb 16, 2005 @ 11:11pm

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Commented on: Thu Feb 17, 2005 @ 07:51am


	WEll in all truth hun, im happy that your giving me a chanec, but im really hurt that if toan offered to be your b/f again you'd run to him... i understand why though, but it doesnt mean i like it........other then that ill tell you late on today.... so yea.. and hey you might not be the nicest person, but you sure as HELL arent the meanest person so cheer the hell up you punk xp wink alright. im gonna go try and see if i can get some sleep now crosses fingers. I hope ur asleep already, well anyways i got you a late v-day type present, sorry...... i didnt have any $ when v-day descended upon my miserable corpse.. well g'night

Commented on: Thu Feb 17, 2005 @ 11:19pm


	As long as your happy it's all good.

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Commented on: Fri Feb 18, 2005 @ 05:09am


	babe you know to do whatever you think is right for you, and you never know he could make you really happy if you let yourself be happy. thats the key thing, u gotta let yourself be happy, it's hard but you gotta. thats why mine never work...I wont let myself be happy and you dont wnat that, and I dont want that for you. nathan seems like a cool guy, test him out, see what you think and if things dont go the way you want then dump him.

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