My Family is made up of five girls and one boy I did not know until seventh grade. They are the friends I would give my life for and they would do the same for me. I love them all with all my heart but as close as we are, we still fight. These fights suck and are normally off of nothing, they also seem to last forever. By the time they are over it feels as if you have been trampled on and ripped apart, you hve this overwhelming urge to cry until your body is drained of tears. A quiet and peaceful sancuary seems miles and miles away. All sources of speaking between my friends is binded with this fight, there is no getting away. Some want it to all just dissolve into thin air, but the truth is that nothing ever truly dissapears. As I think of it there is no getting away from this fight that I have, it will follow me till the day I die, or as long as I am around her. She doesn't want my opinions, she has never listened to me... I am tired of fighting for the things I believe in when I get stomped on and then thrown down a hole. She uses friends as a tissues, she uses drama for fake issues, she uses Cody as an excuse, and she dates bad boys for rebellion. There is no way to excape this blonde-haired terror, as she trys to create more and more drama with great sucess. She is impossible to stop, not even walking away will stop her from screaming into your face.
Then there's the peace maker who wants everything to stop but truly is the reason I had to stand up for Cody. She thinks that happiness can be achieved in every situation, she is so smart I just wish she knew that she was wrong.
Cody is the problem we wish to fix and only Kate and I stand by him. I love him with all my heart, just as I do my sisters... But I don't know how much longer I will be able to stand by him if the blond haired terror is always pushing me down. Their is nothing I can do if one day I fall down and am unable to get up... All I can do is lay there until the blurriness dissapates and a hand is thrust in front of me to help me up again. I love the blond haired terror just as I do the lovly peacemaker and the problem and my reinforcement, but I just don't know how many more of these fights I can take with the blond haired terror.
The other day I heard a story... Of five friends who planned to stick together. They never stayed together except two. I can't say that I don't believe this won't happen to me and my friends (The Lunch Crew). In fact... I can already see it happening. I never talk to the Preppy beauty and don't have time to talk to the tiny gymnast... I only have time to push away the lovly peacemaker and fight against the blond haired terror for my freedom. Maybe our story will end up like that, or maybe everything will go back to normal... As of right now... I don't know if anythign will ever be normal again, in fact... When has it ever been?
Then there's the peace maker who wants everything to stop but truly is the reason I had to stand up for Cody. She thinks that happiness can be achieved in every situation, she is so smart I just wish she knew that she was wrong.
Cody is the problem we wish to fix and only Kate and I stand by him. I love him with all my heart, just as I do my sisters... But I don't know how much longer I will be able to stand by him if the blond haired terror is always pushing me down. Their is nothing I can do if one day I fall down and am unable to get up... All I can do is lay there until the blurriness dissapates and a hand is thrust in front of me to help me up again. I love the blond haired terror just as I do the lovly peacemaker and the problem and my reinforcement, but I just don't know how many more of these fights I can take with the blond haired terror.
The other day I heard a story... Of five friends who planned to stick together. They never stayed together except two. I can't say that I don't believe this won't happen to me and my friends (The Lunch Crew). In fact... I can already see it happening. I never talk to the Preppy beauty and don't have time to talk to the tiny gymnast... I only have time to push away the lovly peacemaker and fight against the blond haired terror for my freedom. Maybe our story will end up like that, or maybe everything will go back to normal... As of right now... I don't know if anythign will ever be normal again, in fact... When has it ever been?
Will the war be over soon?
I love the blond-haired terror,
I love the lovly peacemaker,
I love Cody and Kate,
I love the Preppy beauty,
and I love the tiny Gymnast...
I don't want to lose this friendship,
I can't watch it die.
When the fighting stops,
will the war really be over?
Or will it just be another battle that we have lost?
I don't want to lose them... I love them too much...
