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well on friday it was intresting. I was supposed to meet up with nathan and I went to were we were supposed to meet but he thought later so I didn't get a chance to tell him I was going to hang out with some friends. Me, vnecia, joesph, robert, fish(travis), and joes went to indain school park to get drunk. at first we were going to do shots but we forgot the glass so we used a gaderade bottle and we only filled it up with a little. I had half of two drinks and a few sips or swings when we passed around the bottle of vodka. the bottle was also filled with vodka. we had to move because some team was about to run by us so we drank else were. I also had a swig or drink of a 40oz. I really think that set me over the edge. I don't really rember moving to a new area after that but we did. It gets kind of hazy after that. People said I was repeating myself and stuff like that when really all I was rembering was my rambling about toan. I found out im a deprising drunk cause I made vencia sad when I was talking or rambling about him. I was told I was saying how much I liked robert and he was standing behind me. I said I thought he was cute and how I wanted to make out with him and my friends said he's right there behind me and I was dening the fact that he was there. I kept saying he wasn't there and that he left. I also had to pea really bad so vencia had to carry me and the bathrooms were loocked so I told her to go away and I peaed in the corner outside. It's hard to rember after that but I refused to go home around 6:00 pm. I was really trashed cause I've only had drinks or mixed stuff. I've never in my life had vodka or gotten wasted so It really stuck to me. Joseph had to help me walk to robert's house because I told every one I only wanted to go to either toan's or robert since I like them both and they both live close by. I also rember before we left the park that fish went to go get food and I got to eat fries wich were really good. I also threw up wich I didn't relize till I was done. I was told that I rested my head on roberts lap and I really wish I did rember. stressed I hate me head. ok back to going over to roberts and joseph having to carry me. early that day before we got wasted we saw a dead dog or coyotie. It got ran over so fish and vencia push it in the road. when joesph was carring me I say it again but it was ran over even more and I think I was strating to cry. robert tried to kill himself twice while vencia was supposed to carry him home. at first he tried to throw himself in the road then when that failed he tried to throw himself in the cannal.when we got to roberts place they set me on the bed cause I was cold and because I looked so pale. they thought I had alcohol poisoin. they also said I was having spasums and that I kept going on about toan. two more friends named dieago and yolanda showed up to take care of me cause vencia had to go home. as soon as they showed up vencia left. I don't rember when everyone else left. yolanda took really good care of me at roberts house cause robert was trying to kill himself again so diago had to take care of him. robert tried to sneak something sharp and dangerous into the bath room so he could do it and dieago and yolanda saw what it was and he said it was nothing like that that it was just paper. It was kind of funny. I couldn't stay at roberts house so yolanda and dieago took me to dieago's house and he took care of me for the rest of the night. yolanda had to go home but befor she did they called my mom saying I was staying the night at yolanda and we went to go get pizza. dieago's parents spoke to my mom and said that was what was going on. Dieago was surprised to find out my mom was hispanic cause I don't look like Im hispanci. (sorry if I didn't spell it right)
When I got up I was taken care of again real well. I got to eat an apple and eggs with a tortia. I also go to take a shower and I got my closed washed. then dieago let me stay over the rest of the day so I could hang out. we played a lot of fighting games then we got to go rent some anime from samira's since he lives within walking distance. we rented chobit's the dvd and Invader's zim which is so funny. I had to go home and he lent me three dollars to get something to eat when I told him he didn't have to. I had fun and by the way if anyone's getting any funny Idea's about dieago don't go there cause he has a girlfriend. you all know her. her names yolanda.
All in all it wasn't completey bad. 3nodding