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Unforgiving hands
The drunken state
Pounding fist
Steel whips
Pelt my body

Where’s my angel
Did you abandon me?
for someone else?
Did you leave me because
You don’t love me?

Don’t you love me?
Don’t you hate me?
Where’s my salvation?
Aren’t you supposed to
Protect?

Why don’t you take all of
the nails out of my wooden mind.
I know I’m not that beautiful
I know I’m no knight or damsel in
Distress.
I know I have no part in the happily
Ever after fairy tales…
But can’t I have a chance
To sample it?

Can’t I live a normal life like
Everyone else?
Where are my choices?
Where’s my angel?

Where’s my salvation…
As… unforgiving hands…
The drunken state…
Pounding fist… steel…
Whips… pelt… my body…
Without mercy.

When… I lay… dying…
with… those… last…
Few… moments… last…
Memories… of him…