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well I broke up with andrew cause any time I was with him or talk to him I would think about toan so It wasn't fair to andrew so I broke up with him.

I also found out that or it just hit me cause toan told this to me around december. It's not that he doesn't like me it's just in general he doesn't want to date any one. I think about it and if he did want to date would he want to date me. I can't come out and ask him cause it would be weird and it would hurt but if it hurts then maybe my little hope will die out.

I figure I'll wait until he is ready to date and when he is i'll ask him then. I don't care if it's in a year. I'll wait cause im never going to get him out of my head not tilll I hear him say i don't like you that way anymore and I won't date you. Untill he speaks those words he'll be in my head.

school has been good. I got my grades up. My mom forces me to go to counceling. I hater it. my mom is saying some other stuff but I don't want to post it in my jornal. hope every one has a good day.

Im sad cause cloudStreffix doesn't get on that much but I can't be that selfish. sad